I tell a story, you listen (:

2009-06-05T23:02:00.002+08:00

hello.
camp ended yesturday.
it won't be the best camp, but it was the last camp.
confirmed some things.
have doubts on some things.
poor delta peeps! better send them MY warm fuzzie! lol!
camp.
did crazy stuff.
okok la.

-.-

2009-05-30T19:41:00.000+08:00

Chinese O levels.
please just a PASS will do! ):
PLEASE!!
PLEASE!

HELLO.

2009-05-29T12:40:00.003+08:00

HELLO!
i'm terribly sorry for the super duper long break of not posting.
there's just been many things on my mind.
and maybe i just wanted some time to myself.

ANYWAY.
on the current note,
CHINESE O LEVELS are coming, ON MONDAY.
i just really hope to pass and yeah NEVER again to take chinese.

so i'm memorising some stuff, trying to look through the notes and commit it to memory. yeah.

Results wise hmm, really bad.
guess the june hols are for me to buck up.
like SERIOUSLY BUCK UP.

hmm some things which happened to me in the past months
-had NCO outing
-movie with ivan, zheng han, gabriel
-SUPER SICK
-SUPER STRESS
-breaking out.

yupp.
now comes
-CHINESE O
-camp
-SLC camp
-leadership training
-outings
-sausage tee
-contacts!
-hol lessons

yupp.

why must time pass so quickly?
can't it slow down, and let me rest and catch up.

sometimes it seriously is tiring having many thing on your mind,
and so i'm slowly or currently taking one thing of, step at a time.

oh and face book is freakin addictive.
haha once again, sorry for not posting :P

ok byee!

2009-04-26T21:57:00.001+08:00

i just saw a indian gay couple while walking back home.
interesting.

i've woken up!
&& i will try to push away those mixed shits!

lazy to blog about friday.

xia qi ba! (:

SAs in one week ):

Friday

2009-04-25T21:20:00.001+08:00

OK.
School ended early.
then went to

LOL.
wanted to blog but ended up facebooking.
OMG FACE BOOKING IS FREAKING FUN :D

haha.

i'll blog about friday another day!

2009-04-23T23:28:00.002+08:00

is it like freakin obvious?
i don't know.
but i can't help but have so many emotions and thinkings.
ITS HARD.
fucking hard.

sheesh.

AOP today.
one word.
dissapointed.
we up our expectations for reach AOP
but the same standard given.
what can i say?

--

SAs are coming.
its so freaking scary.

My life is upside down.
so many things happening.
WHY cant everything go back to something where it is at the very least DECENT.
freakk it.

bye.
zzz.

2009-04-21T23:06:00.002+08:00

i love LADY GAGA :D

-.-
and bloody fuck chicken nugget.
scandals.
yupp, into one now.
fuck!

):

studying, I NEED MOTIVATION.
DAMMIT, i'm like super behind time && like SAs are coming in two weeks!

Sheesh!
need to buck up ):

and OMG.
SWWEEEEEEEEEEET stuff make one goes highhhhhhhhhhhh :D

2009-04-19T22:23:00.002+08:00

had speech day on saturday.
FORTH year.
old already.
so was quite sian.
FINALLY IT ENDS.

haha ran and rushed for chinese tuition.
in the end did mock paper -.-

anyway,
i'm having LOADS OF MIXED FEELINGS.

SO MUCH TO THINK ABOUT.
I NEED A BREAK.

FUCK IT.

2009-04-17T21:58:00.002+08:00

so many issues going on in my head.

SWO?
SGSS RCY?
SA1S?
#$@#$?

thinking... thinking...

MANY MANY MANY.
sheesh and its bothering me.

maybe when i feel its okay, then i'll blog more about it.

--

happy international friendship day -.-

tired.
tomorrow there's speech day.

easter sunday AND MONDAY BLUES

2009-04-13T22:38:00.003+08:00

easter sunday! :D

was a family outing.
ate at crystal jade.
yum yum dim sum!
Yupp.
then all of us went shopping!
HaHa, all of us bought shoes!
like the entire family can :D
then ate some yoghurt ice cream.
super delish.
shopping shopping.
haha.
ate at foodcourt.

Yeah.

very fun and exciting family outing! :D <3

OMG TODAY.
kinderjoy makes you go high.
for 1 hour.
I kept smiling and was feeling super happy and high luh! LOLS!
anyway.
hais.
STRANGER BY HILLARY DUFF honestly the song!
shows the feelings i have know!
hais!

PMSPMSPMSPMSPMS!

Red cross
politics, are really scary!
its made me to see the world
and realise some things.

and maybe things are meant to be like that!
hais!

hey hey!
cheer up!

everyone DEFINATELY has PMS days.

RANDOM SATURDAY

2009-04-11T16:20:00.002+08:00

OMG!
people are studying ):
and i'm not!
&& shit ass freakk!
i'm getting really really scared.
i'm just seriously lagging behind!
just look at my results!

I NEED TO START STUDYING!
GENE STUDY! D:

--

okay had chinese oral today.
was okay la.
come to think of it.
but i think i still failed BY A BIT.
cause i was not confident.

sheeeesh.

--

NO TIME.
NO TIME.
THEN MAKE TIME!

--

i cant stand 3@^%@^@$$#!@$@##@
ARGH!!
$@%&#^@
#@$@#%^%&#^
@#$$#%^$%^$#&%$#^@
@#$%$#^$&#%@#$%@# #$^$@#^
@$# ^#$ ^^@$%^$%^ @#6
2#$%^^#$^#$^@#^#$^
@$%^$ ^&**#$%$#@^@#$^

HAIS!

--

chinese tuition now.
bye.

Good Friday

2009-04-10T23:29:00.002+08:00

okay,
woke up.
sms, cleared some things.
Went for Children's Good Friday Mass.
Met up with Vanessar.

Went for mass.
Passion Play was okay :\
didn't really think much of it.
hmm, saw some familiar faces (pri 3)
sat with patrick and vanessar at the pri 3 corner.

Had a break.
went to the other side, with joan, ruth and denise.

haha.
denise's bro's like super cute!
was throwing a tantrum cause he was hungry!
lols, piggy baged him!
he was pinching me! LOL!
and i hope no one got an unglam photo of me D:

haha, went for lunch with Vanessar, Patrick, Denise, joan, Ruth
bought kinderjoy along the way.
YUMM.
ate at lew lian's cofee shop
prata stall.
one kosong and egg (:
drank 2 cups of ice lemon teeeeeeee. super nice can! :D
i'm addicted to it xD

was raining like super heavy.

yupps!
and jesus died on the cross today! long long time ago!
just to save us from sin (:
i'm sad ): BUT! CAN'T WAIT FOR EASTER SUNDAY,
CAUSE JESUS WILL BE RESURRECTED !
hoho :D

&& omg today feels like saturday and sunday.
feel super wierd,
i guess because there's no training! :O

AND TOMORROW IS DOOMS DAY,
WTF,
PRELIM CHINESE ORAL EXAMINATIONS.
WTFFF right.
confirm fail de.
i can't even speak a proper chinese sentance :\
DIE ALREADY T.T

bye!

2009-04-09T15:43:00.002+08:00

OMG.
Ïn St Gabriels now.
with TWO people.
trying to do VE project.

fuck, i just came across my teacher's webbie.
dam LOL can
HE SINGS -.-

just realised some people are damn sexual.
honestly.
then yeah wanted to have sex with anne.
but couldnt ):
haha JK --

sian, later have mass >.>

--

ok now blogging at home.
FYI i failed my POA test horribly!
honestly i'm dam depressed!
was like PMSing
then someore jason was like suaning -.- cause he got high marks! ):
LOL!

i really do hope this cycle will pass ASAP!
really really! D:

and and!

omg! my father's lappie dam cool (:

tmr,, PP!
haha byee!

PMS

2009-04-08T22:45:00.002+08:00

had speech day rehearsal today.
i don't know why.
feel dam PMS.
fucking angry.
hate 4#%#$^#!$@#!@$!@#
hais, but why like that?
dont know.
fucker.
why not like last time?

sheesh.
i need to start mass studying :O

&& sometimes, things will only be revealved when you are of mature level.
its really true
and i am currently amazed by it.

ok bye -.-

Sausage Outing

2009-04-07T23:16:00.006+08:00

HELLO.

AHHHAHAHAHA!
Jason has a girlfriend, stephanie.
:O clinton Cheong's Sis LOL.

Alrighty,
today's been rather slack.

And OMG sometimes to see a new side of a person is really a nice way to live through the day :D

OMG! passed chem.
15/25

and i guess everyone does have their EMOdays.

Anyway, school ended,
went to red cross room.
Changed.
Contacted.
Got Ready.

Attended 30mins of AOP.
Now, i see that the Sec 3s are improving.
Really!
but somethings i feel that they still should be guided on!
but seriously, good to see that ya'll are improving.
You'll can do it one!
just put in more effort! :D

okay. SAUSAGE OUTING! :D <3
Was late.
Talked to Girl, and said byee.
AHAH!
Hafizah arived.
and said HELLO TO:
JINGNI MA'AM, LISA, MELISSA, HAFIZAH && ME :D
uhuh.
Went to Cathay to go to some sushi place :O
but not halal, so nvm!
haha then went to PS foodcourt!
had AOP for the shirt design LOL.
(the SAUSAGE TEE MUST BE COMING SOON :D)
talked about some funny matters.
laughing laughing laughing.
in the end it wasn't halal,
walked walked walked.
ahah! saw pastamania.
went in!
talked and ate.

Hafizah had to go!
so took group shot before going.

Anyway,
had story telling session by ma'am :O
about unborn.
wtf, scary but retarded plot lols.
lisa got so scared,
she rubbed her slipper and.

It broke.
hahahahahhahaha!

Random pics of laughing :O

Ma'am and her ahlong face :\
staring at lisa summore!
HAHAHAHA!

ok, anyway,
went to cotton on to buy lisa's slippers.

then went to best to buy ma'am's whatever you call that charger thing.
haha.

i swear the customer service sucks.
honestly.

anyway,
quickly chatted about the TTD for the sausage teeeeee.
then parted.

went back home (:

-that was the simple lunch sausage outing-

*side note: WHENEVER I BURP I STILL HAVE THE OLIVE SMELL. DAM DISGUSTING!

omg!
tmr there is napha retest for SBJ
POA test
PHY test

-.- shit shit shit.
better study :\

byee!
enjoyed this day (:

2009-04-06T21:34:00.002+08:00

SUNDAY.

YM canteen (:

Met Tania and daniel.
was in charge of the donation box.
went around asking for donations.
and omg! catholics are rich and generous :O
haha met up with patrick and denise.
we went to classes to ask for donations
and all those STONERS really reminded us when we were then!
LOL! seriously, the looks on their faces damn funny!
like STONE DAO -.-

anyway, OHOH one CHOC FUDGE CAKE WAS DAMN NICE CAN!
YUMMMY (:

met up with vanessar! && went for mass.
joined by sean and aaron and becca and two other people (dont know their names)
haha used vanessar's phone to send songs to my phone :P

Anyway!
after that there was like super mega rainpour.
so couldn't go home :\
decided to do extra duty
met tania and daniel.
haha in the end didn't do.
went to columbarium and slack :\
talked cok.

haha! anyway, went back home.
felt super duper depress and EMO.
was like listening to music and lying down on my bed.
honestly, felt as if the entire world was against me.
i dont know why.

Anyway, now i feel much better :\

right, TODAY.

in the morning realised my table was missing.
was fucking pissed.
PMSed.
and all those ICS people HONESTLY, whoever the LOGISTICS HEAD.
did a damn horrible job.
fucked up club and people.
no life.
BUT!
realised my table was at jason's place.
so TOOK IT!
haha!

then end up he have to table, had to take some WTFish table LOL!
seriously!

anyway, accompanied zheng han go cut hair today.
talked to GIRL (:

then went to some soybean shop.
ate.
ZH was like WTFing at his hair.
:\

yeah.
then after that talked under the block.
followed him to interchange,
met ming en and bryan!
talked and showed them some shops.

yeah lor.
and i'm slowly back on track! :D

OMG, SAUSAGE OUTING TOMORROW.
DAMN HAPPY :D:D
LOVE THE SAUSAGES <33

okk bye!

2009-04-04T21:56:00.001+08:00

many many distractions!
i'm not keeping up with time!
socialising too much.
i need to go back to before
where it was just me and studies.
but i dont think i can
so what do i now?
cause i need to change quickly
its approaching so fast!

2009-04-03T22:47:00.002+08:00

hoho!
been some aunt agony lately!

MY body is like acheing like fuck.
dam pain.
everymove i make, laugh, sneeze, cough, all pain!
-.-

somemore today got speech day,
wah even more pain-er -.-

anyway,
hmmm i can see that YOURE IMPROVING!
and thats great!
carry on and you'll be a great leader one day!

hey YT!
cheer up!(:

and omg got a lot of things to talk and plan on foot drill sector :\

cleared up some things :D

REVISION
RC

two main things in my life!
sheesh!

omg tomorrow got some briefing!
i can't attend leh how?!

hohoho
RANDOM -.-

wednesday and thursday

2009-04-02T20:33:00.002+08:00

OKAY!
wednesday - APRIL FOOLS DAY, NOT!
honestly, some classes were like super duper lame!
4E4 - some decided to come late -.-
4E3 - majority didnt wear their ties during assembly.
like honestly, how old already?!, graduating class already, still like that -.-
APRIL FOOLs also april fools something else lah.

The origin of April Fools' Day is obscure. One likely theory is that the modern holiday was first celebrated soon after the adoption of the Gregorian Calendar; the term referred to someone still adhering to the Julian Calendar, which it replaced.[2] In many pre-Christian cultures May Day (May 1) was celebrated as the first day of summer, and signalled the start of the spring planting season. An April Fool was someone who did this prematurely. Another origin is that April 1 was counted the first day of the year in France. When King Charles IX changed that to January 1, some people stayed with April 1. Those who did were called "April Fools" and were taunted by their neighbors.[citation needed] In the eighteenth century the festival was often posited as going back to the times of Noah. An English newspaper article published on April 13th, 1789 said that the day had its origins when he sent the raven off too early, before the waters had receded. He did this on the first day of the Hebrew month that corresponds with April.[3] A possible reference to April Fools' Day can be seen in the Canterbury Tales (ca 1400) in the Nun's Priest's tale, a tale of two fools: Chanticleer and the fox, which took place on March 32nd.[4]

[quoted from WIKIPEDIA]

i know that it has no link la, but ITS A SUPER DUPER IMMATURE ACT.
i know i did play pranks but after looking back, i looked stupid, why have this day when everyone can have a peaceful day? Since ALMOST everyday everyone is either punching someone or pranking someone.

sheeesh, utter childishness to have this day HONESTLY LA! -.-

Anyway, thats not the main thing i'm gonna blog about.
pshhh.

HAD FIVE STATIONS.
my fear came through -.-
i passed everything EXCEPT...
STANDING BROAD JUMP
fuck that jump shit -.-
Need to like re-test next week.

in class talked about B and L.
hahahahahaha! damn funny!

Kay! Met GIRL today :D
haha was damn funny and fun can! (:
LOVE GIRL :D miss her loads!
she was outside my school gate,
saw her! HUGGGED!
then after that saw her KOR, then we went to MRT that side!
haha met JETH!
Anyway, girl was like wanting to shit, haha but she want to meet her friend.
then like girl had to shit first, so go CC there shit!
poor girl la! listen to her stories ):
DON'T WORRY OKAY GIRL! YOU'LL GET BETTER SOON 8D
in the end, she didn't shit.
haha was talking to her outside the toilet :\
Then we met girl's friend.
then girl's friend really really quiet la!
talked all the way and reached macs.
haha also talked a lot la!
Hope i was a good listening ear to girl ! haha!
talk talk talk.
remembered the times when we were still in tuition!
the ti-a-mo. all the funny times with kristy jie as well! rahhh!
misses!
yalor, then bought something to eat, in the end she never eat -.-
BUT I GOT SPIDER MAN CAN SHOOOOT her! haha!
anyway it was getting late and so had to go home!
HUGGED and parted!
girl's friend send girl back home.

omg luh, i miss girl a lot ):
GIRL! WE MUST GO OUT TOGETHER AGAIN SOON OKAY?
LOVES YOU AND MISSES <3

Alrighty,
THURSDAY.

yupp! FYI jeth came back to singapore :D
haha and he's back as a gabrielite again! hoho!
grats JETH :D all the best for this year alrighty? !! (:

A.O.P - didn't really sit through it, but quite dissapointed some things that were noted were not changed and and the printing thing, also never print the previous day! aiyo! people! you're need to think whether today you'll have time or not!
if don't have then print yesturday la! but i shall be hearing on how was your A.O.P!

OKAY! best part! 4E6 DEBATE VS 4E3 :D
quite a great debate, like for the first time i'm actually AT a debate LOL!
but it was a nice one! loved how 4E6 was delivering their points!
Anyway 4E6 won!
yes i know, 4E6 FTW :D
haha and raphael was the best speaker :O

[realised some things are not what they seem!]

Wanted to go home BUT pulled by Zheng Han to KOVAN!
haha bought things there!
i bought my ginger bread man! i bet your ginger is going to become a class icon :)
Anyway, Zheng Han bought MR RUDE pouch and the ORANGE WAX! haha damn nice can! =D

right then we went to some shop to eat dinner.
i had cold soba noodles
then he had some tempura don
soso only -.-

talked KOK and yeah went back home.

--

some things to talk about.

FUCK LOR.
Chinese and Chemistry Test WERE really HARD!
these few days i can't really concentrate, not sure why!
but yeah can't concentrate on my studies at all! ):
confirm will fail de, no mood to do test -.-

I really hope my hangover will be like gone and get back on track!
because its 2 months to chinese Os and a few more weeks to SA1.
i need to start studying!
LORD pleasee help me get back on track ):

you know like nowadays i start to wonder a lot.
and i judge and question my faith now.
hearing and reading somethings make me a hypocite.
honestly, i need like EVIDENCE again, i need to appreciate and understand and belive again! i nieed to be SPIRITUALLY PUMPED UP ):

then also there are like things which are half hearted!
how about P****, how do i just communicate with some of them?!
communication is a two way thing, am i being too one way?!
am i not giving a chance?
am i just like a bitch, am i thinking too much? that everything is sooo S.
i thought it was okay but i guess not!
HOW WILL IT BE RESOLVED?

alot of things are in a mess, i guess something or someone had to happen,
now i really need to organise things!
I need to sit down and contemplate and to decide what i need to start first I NEED TO FUCKING PLAN STUFF AND TO PRIORITISE EVERYTHING!

i somehow or another feel threatened in someways :\
and i need to overcome that, it is confirm i'm like thinking too much lor!

ORGANISE MY LIFE
SIT DOWN TO THINK
THATS WHAT I NEED TO DO!
SO CURLY WORRLY!

hais, feel a little better, but don't know why my heart's still is heavy!
i think i'm in desperate condition for re-thinking and re-sorting and not thinking too much!

sheesh long post :\

ok bye!

my day! (:

2009-03-31T22:18:00.002+08:00

have no idea why i feel so excited to blog today!
haha!

Anyway, today in class talked about life.
YEAH, LIFE STORIES, guessing sibling's names LOL.
interesting ah people's lifes :D

Went with Zheng han to PS.
bought my mug from diaso :D
then went to spotlight to settle some LOGs stuff.
haha, met jerald there!
yeah, then went to see some cosplay constumes, NICE LOR D:
walked around, ended up in macs.
bought milkshakes for zhenghan and jerald bought his coffeee.
Met Jo and his friend, said bye, lols carry on stoning and talking KOK.
saw the time!
GTG! so took MRT back to serangoon with ZhengHan,
waited with him until his bus came,
talked kok (: haha quite funny!
his bus came, said bye, went home!

yupp!
AND JUST TO SHOW I'M SUPER BLUR!
i decided to have an afternoon nap.
then i woke up at 7.15pm, LOL I THOUGHT IT WAS WEDNESDAY MORNING 7.15AM.
then i was like WTF to myself then quickly ran out of my room, and there was my family eating dinner -.-
blur lor! but really it honestly did scare me! :x

alrighty!
side note: HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASON! :D 16 leow lar, old >.>

Hais, ONE YEAR IS COMING SOON. ITS REALLY NEARING, JUST REMEMBERED THESE FEW DAYS BEFORE SHE PASSED ON... imissayi

):

Girl! Cheer up and don't worry kay :D
loves you! :D

yeah, that was bascically my day!
haha

OHOH!
5 STATIONS TOMORROW -.-
fking scared D:
cause its THE FIVE STATIONS ):

OMG! chinese Os are nearing!
OMG! SA1 ARE EVEN NEARING!
okok bye!

sad world

2009-03-29T00:28:00.000+08:00

From my eyes, i see many sad things.
Especially with two close people!

for the two people:
don't worry! Its okay for things to be like that, i've experienced it and i know how it feels like! Just take things slowly, i'm sure that things happen for a reason and that reason you just have not found it yet. Don't worry about those people, you have far better people in your life! and yes, life is not all that EMO without them but it could open up a new cycle in your life! so just chill out and try not to think too much about it okay? Don't worry! you've got people all around you! talk it out! its the best way to make you feel much better (: so now, ALL THE BEST alrighty? :3

AND OMG
i found today's meeting quite productive :D

&& hais, today is supposingly's Ayi's birthday D:
but she's just not here...
it just feels so empty without her...
love you ayi, hope you're doing great up there D':

HAIS!
random note:
HOMEWORK IS INTERESTING & FUN! HAHAHAHA!

2009-03-26T22:09:00.005+08:00

haha see this!

just love LADY GAGA! she's a really good singer :D

this video is just GREAT AND HILARIOUS!

Anyway, friday!
Clinton Cheong coloured my nails/hand during literature -.-
cleaned it away with alchoholic wipes :D
Anyway, Jerald's Mum cooked her yummy food && about 7 people ate it up! LOL
alot la!

Anyway, Training was dragged -.-
so could not do some stuff.

AND AND,
NCOs and the soon-to-be-NCOs need to be trained!
gonna plan for the training!

SGSS RCY needs to buck up! please do buck up!
I really want our unit to exel, like other units ):
just dammit change to mindset they have about red cross youth.

SO GOGOGO!

&& OMG everything is happening so quickly, PLEASE SLOW DOWN LOR ):

bye!

INEEDASAUSAGEOUTING):

lawls

2009-03-26T22:09:00.003+08:00

ARGH -.-
my legs are like dam freakin pain!
ache a lot lor! ):

like so hard to walk especially the staircase!
and not to mention the sitting down part :\

&& a teacher like gave me the LOL when she me walking down the stairs, like dam pathetic can!

Anyway,
quite nice day!

CAUSE.

FMN finally got a taste of her own medicine!
haha! she called a parent and apprently that parent was PMSingmood & like was dam gui lan and answered her back whenever FMN made a comment or asked a question.
HAHAHA! serves her right :D

bleh lah, after say POA everyone was dam spastic can!
like on a somehow or another determination to do POA!
haha infront of me were Clinton Yeo, Zheng Han and Melvin like screaming and screaming -.- but hilarious la! LOL.

Had a sub AOP today,
went back home and started to think and meditate.

i'm thinking of something but i'm not sure whether it would work out or not!
still deciding, but regardless we all need to sit down and TALK.
wake up our ideas!
yeah!

OHOH SIDE NOTE!

my phone is dam retarded can! the three going on four year old phone.
type out numbers then give me a unknown for my answer. LOL.

anyway! still having many thoughts && yes i manage to organise half of them, still need to organise the other half (:

OHHHHH & yeah i always thought when i was Sec 1, how does the school prepare the students for the O level.
i finally understand, but i can't really explain!
so somehow or another if you want to know the answer, be a sec 4 student and then you'll understand how the school finally drills!

LOL i know you might not understand what i just typed but -.- RANDOM :D

haha okay!
byee!

random stuff in GENE'S head

2009-03-25T23:41:00.002+08:00

wow, this is my 150th post :D

haha anyway,
GENE HAS GOOD NEWS :D

HE PASSED HIS 2.4KM :DDDDDDDDDDD
yupp && i'm soo proud of it! hahaha!
12min 52sec :\
BUT OKAY LAH (: haha!!

was thinking like how other units can be so zai,
comparing to our unit... how are their units so zai?!
HOW? i mean its like... same cca what!
still contemplating ...

but, TODAY HAD CHINESE FREE!!
THAT THING had to go for some thing haha!
and so we didn't have chinese lesson :D

arar!
okayy bye!

LOL: I KNOW VERY RANDOM POST CAN!

2009-03-24T22:41:00.002+08:00

went with Siang Long to macs.
talked.
understand & saw his other side!
haha.
very interesting laa.

saw some pictures, reminded me of the past, the really funny && spastic past! :D
i really really miss those days!
& i'm waiting for a fabulous outing with fabulous people (:

i'm sec 4 and like so much has changed.
like really in terms of almost everything, like the mindset has changed.
but some in a good and some in a bad way!

anyway, like i'm just thinking why there always two sides or two kinds of people in the world.

two sides of a person: good & evil.
two kinds of human: okay-able & WTF-ish.

not sure why, some people are born to be stars? some people are born to be stepped upon? is it why things like self-defence, make up etc etc all come in? is it?

haha chiminology :D

anyway, tmr's 2.4 and i AM SO NOT LOOKING FOWARD TO IT.
tiring day tomorrow D:

haha ok bye!

sticky

2009-03-23T20:48:00.002+08:00

ok hello.

got the monday blues!
our class became 4E4's class.
the environment there is totally shitty.
Honestly, the dust dust dust dust dust, the papers every where urgh just utterly messy & horrible! D:
certainly not a place for studying >.>
BUT 4E6's did the cleaning && the un-messying of the class :D
so, its ok-able now. haha!
i've got the mirror next to me! :D

Anyway, my looks, do i really look like a small boy?
like i know i'm short la :\
but small boy? -.- like LOL
one time an aunty thought i was sec 2 ):
my face really don't have the mature look meh?
there's been many comments, like got the baby look :\
sheeesh.

Right, got the STICKY issue to blog about.
have you ever experienced people that stick to you like a leech before?
its like FUCKING IRRITATING RIGHT?
really! its like URGH , STOP IT.
well i'm experiencing someone sticking to me now.
its SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO fustrating.
honestly! its like somethings are totally irrelavent.
suddenly come up with random topics (in a bad way)
&& ask to like bring the sticker out for something when the sticker in the first place say don't want to do anymore.
just cannot stand it, last them when the sticker was not a sticker, it was wayyyy better, but now SOMETHING GOT INTO the sticker!
Everything that you do now, is literally pissing me off.
EVERYTHING. fcuking irritating.
STICK STICK STICK. URGH -.-
honestly, please STOP IT! uber irritating -.-

okay, thanks to Zheng Han and Clinton Cheong for letting me talk this out with them!haha! Thanks again! :D

ok,
now must do research,

[remember to tag whether you encounted sticky people before, how was it & in the end what did you do]
:D really need some advice :\

ok bye ._.

random sh!t xD

2009-03-21T11:55:00.002+08:00

As i'm typing now, i'm sure YangTse and his ARTS FEST gang is doing something!
Special Shoutout: ALL THE BEST ST GABS, NO MATTER WHAT THE RESULT! YOU ALL HAVE ALREADY BROUGHT GLORY TO OUR UNIT! :D

--

okay, hmm, i feel that my grandparents ROCK.
totally, their like the best xD
went to popo house on friday, ayi's room was empty.
its really sad, you know like its such a major incident and like it just struck me again. ):

Hais, AYI, you'll always be in my heart! i missyou! )':

--

School hol's are ending & school is going to start :\
sheeesh.

--

ok really random, nth to talk about.
haha.
byee.

YAY!

2009-03-20T23:37:00.002+08:00

new skin! (:

2009-03-18T23:07:00.003+08:00

SHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESH.
i've got the photobucket bug -.-

AND I NEED OUTINGS ):
i really do!
Sausage outing dont have -.- cause ... -.-
then also dont have friends outing -.-
OMG LA.

I NEED OUTINGS.
with people i want! (:

i need to SHOP!SHOP!SHOP! too.
whyyyy?
cause i'm staring at the same clothes for months alr.
can't stand it.

SO BY HOOK OR BY CROOK.
1. HAVE AN OUTING.
2. GET SOME MONEHHHH
3. BUY SOME GOOD SH!T
4. & HELL YEAH START STUDYING!

PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEE (:

*the grey contacts look horrible lor!
Thats what you get for buying cheap contacts :P

better get expensive green ones in the june hols :\

really one word.

SIAN.

ok bye.

2009-03-14T23:06:00.009+08:00

heeeeeeeeello!! (:
my nose is still giving me problems,
BUT,
i'm feeling better!

haha, just looked through YC year one camp!

OMG! it brings back all the fun memories!
really miss yc camp (:

ok, so yeah that was yc y1 camp (:

thanks to everyone there at the camp!
certainly made my day!

*shoutouts to buddy && D group! (:

Righty byeee (:

2009-03-14T15:12:00.002+08:00

hello -.-

today's post is for yesturday.

Anyway.
FUCK MY NOSE.
i'm coming down with a flu.

OMG LAR.
SNEEZING AND SNEEZING AND SNEEZING AND SNEEZING AND SEEZING!!!
RUNNY NOSE AND RUNNY NOSE AND RUNNY NOSE AND RUNNY NOSE!!!
TEARY EYES AND TEARY EYES AND TEARY EYES!!!

FCUK SIA. really friday the 13th -.-
so much bad luck lor!

i've finised using say 1 and a half tissue boxes in school.
1 box at home and counting.

this nose cannot get any better?!
i woke up got stuffy nose, then back to runny nose!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHCHHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOO.

2009-03-10T22:29:00.002+08:00

HELLO!
this is quite back then.
but still, this is to show what spastic people do during lesson xD

done by CLINTON CHEONG AND ZHENG HAN. -.-

AND today is YAY day.

Apart from fucking FMN asking us to stay back lah, OH! and YangTse, honestly ALL THE BEST FOR THE SCRIPT. Anything just ask the lit people (: or should i say SENIOR LITERATURE people.

But Anyway, about YAY day!
Cause, i've actually GOT A NEW HANDPHONE. FUCKING HAPPY CAN :D:D:D:D:D
w902i, parents bought it! Thanks dad! (:
yeah! but i cant bring it to school cause like my dad wants me to buy the phone cover first before i can bring it.
OH, but my contacts still in the other phone -.- help me people. i need a adapter -.-

kay, then we've got new internet, faster connection,
adding on with the NEW printer.
and yupps a new or ANOTHER cordless phone to be in my room! (:

HAPPY AND YAY DAY PEOPLE :D

BUT on a sad side, i've got LOADS of work to do and need to study for Emath ):

okay people.

byee (:

2009-03-09T20:44:00.000+08:00

HOHO!
on a random side!
i've a new printer (:
say hello printer! "hello(:!"

2009-03-09T11:30:00.002+08:00

HEEEEEEEEEEEEEELO :D

currently, i feel really spastic in front of the cocmputer and i'm talking to myself!
OMG HOW COOL IS THAT !
:D

Alrighty! Blog Time!

OHOHOH!
P/S i just realised i'm like MEGA SHORT for a guy. fk lor, so sad ):

OKKKAYYYYYYY.

Friday!
After Red Cross, went back home to prepare for YC CAMP (:
was charging my phone, then fcuk. my phone dropped. then my phone died lor -.-
CANNOT ON ALREADY ):
SO!!! dont call or sms me.
Alrighty, so met Daniel and walked together to the retreat house.
put down things and yeah joined the rest.
then had to enter some room with red lights and there was this irritating sound.
but yeah there was the post apocalypist thingy.
uhuh then there was some interesting interview and yeah, we did homework while waiting for it!
haha found lit stududents!

Anyway second day, woke up really sleepy. NUTELLA is like SIMPLY DELISH. OMG. haha everyone wiped up that on their bread :D
Everyone was split up into groups.
i was in the domescile group! :D
Facils were Tania, Vanessar and Darrius.
Team was, me, Patrick, Avelyn (i think), David.

Yupps. Some really fun team we had! haha!
All the "OMG" moments! haha, the crazy planning and ideas! (:
YEAH!
then came the food which was prepared by the food team, rather nice but SALTY ):
awww.. the desert! DELISH DELISH XD
then came presentation haha! had so much of laughter and fun!
after that we had the scary session , the ghost stories!
OH MY! they were scary!
haha!

third day!
Went to church together, did area cleaning, and yeah picked buddies!
daniel and i picked tania!
yeah cause some people were taken ): BUT STILL she's a nice buddy! haha.

yeah and that is about YC YEAR ONE CAMP.

really relaxing and yeah fun (:

love YC haha :D

and today is E-learning day.
doing work and more work -.-

kk byee.

2009-03-04T22:12:00.002+08:00

RIGHT.

i've received this really wierd email.
some people say go for it, others say its a scam.

TELL ME.
whats your input?

--

Yeah, anyway, YC camp's coming really soon, excited i guess (:
Hope that Training will be okay this friday.
and sheesh, the chinese teacher is still freaking me out -.-

alrightyy byee.

2009-03-01T17:13:00.002+08:00

HEY ALL!

28/2 - MUMMY'S BDAY! :D
happy birthday mum (: LOVE YOU SO MUCH!
although all the things we've been through, yupp, i stil love you as a mum :D

1/3 - TIME CHECK : 3 MORE MONTHS TILL CHINESE O LEVELS.
FUCK. dam scared can. like MY CHINESE NEEDS TO BE REALLY IMPROVED SO I DONT NEED TO SEE HER. LOL.

are new teachers nowadays getting more and more spastic? wierd bunch. no offence lah. i also wanna be a teacher but the relief teachers are WIERD. attitude LOR.

hmmm, UNIT. UNIT NEEDS TO IMPROVE IN TERMS OF URGENCY AND DISCIPLINE. and NCOs its the final lap now! lets all work the best before we pass out!

and hell yeah, time passes really quickly. fucking scary.

Thank you GOD for letting me share things with you :P

:D alrighty, in this cheerfull mood , HAVE NO REASON WHY! LOL.

byeee.

2009-02-26T21:52:00.002+08:00

Hey Ya'll! (:

I HAVE FINALLY CREATED A FACEBOOK ACCOUNT.
fact is, i DONT KNOW A THING about it, so please help and guide me along!
hahaha.

many problems, but i've started to be humble (i hope)
ever since ash wednesday, did reflected and yeah learned some things (:

right now... its RC & STUDIES.

and OMG! O levels are getting closer and closer!!
like within a few days and were entering the MARCH MONTH.

OMG LOR.

so scary!!

tmr there's red cross! and hell yeah i hope everyone will be up to expectations!

alrighty!

byee!

2009-02-24T23:17:00.004+08:00

i guess its really true, a person cannot have no troubles in a day.
whether friend or family, its always one up and the other down.

Its really hurting and dissapointing! WHY? like N** still behave like that?! CANT OUR U*** be like the one in 1993? CANT IT?! SO IRRITATING CAN. slowly being motivated, BUT things must happen.

like today have omg 6 free periods + no assembly.
awwsome lor :D must remember.
[GENE LOVES 25/2/09 - TUESDAY ] - to some extand
BUT something must happen... hais! dont worry A, its the other person i'm dissapointed with.

hmmm, tmr's LONG DAY. i hope theres mass in sch, if not must go to church. urgh =\

trying to embrace the O level year. its so stressfull ):

*managed to do the PPT with Zheng Han! Thanks Zheng Han! :D
*Interview...LOL shoot like crazy =\ then they stone.
*OMG! i'm really hopping that something happens that makes me really really really happy!

bye.

2009-02-22T22:33:00.002+08:00

helllo.

had flag day on saturday.

hmm... met zheng han at first in MRT then went to douby ghaut and met clinton.
after which clinton me and cleon went to the mall (i forgot)
and yeah played L4D DAM NICE GAME :D

later met up with guan hua, dexter, bryan, jeremy, and some other people (forgot!)

yeah went to max tune. stayed there to see and then at the last part played -.-
which i lost, lost the feeling or rather the driving skills i once had lah.
but yeah did learn a lot from all the pros there.

cleon's a pro! :D

Anyway, after that returned our tins, met up with siang long and then ate at some china shop which used china maggee noodles with dam nice char siew and dumplings.

it looked professional yet unprofessional.

haha

Anyway! that was flag day.

just to ask whether if you're really good with friends then parent's relationship will go down. cause it happned to me, my mum was like @#$#$^#$ all the way! and omg! how am i going to tell her i have yc camp?! so hard T_T

and i need majour tips and helps to bring up the entire unit, beginning to let go i think cause trust andy more :D but yeah, the entire unit needs help in terms of training in lessons.!! so scary! (!!!!)

and just a trivia which is on my mind, why is there recession when there is inflation? its like so irritating lor.

hais, anyway still got work to do!

2009-02-19T18:40:00.002+08:00

RIGHT....
thanks for all that consoled me! :D

Anyway, really retarded in class and anyone that takes literature - OFF CENTRE

I HEARTS EMILY GAN (: FOR REAL AWSOME AND FUNNY CHARACTER! XD

alrighty!

well, i guess people change, but i also know that individual changes and so its all about moving on with life i guess, new things and new life! but still the closest will forever be with you.

OKAY FDC.

-.- the cadets i think really need to practice A LOT. myself need to be less spastic during trainings. but honestly, i just got out of my hang over for FDC.
thats why i'm blogging.
anyway, on a side note. CONGRATS TO SAUSAGES WHO PARTICIPATED IN THE FDC! WHAT EVER THE RESULT THE SAUSAGES ARE PROUD OF YOU! (:
kay, so right back to FDC. both parties really need to change like the entire system i think. cause i believe that once the NCOs change then things would be better? i'm on better terms with andy now i guess! TRAINING DEPARTMENT RULEZ. haha cause of some things lah but yeah much better :D so i guess now its the BATCH 0809 that needs to really step up and unite and yeah plan for better things i guess?

the cadets learn from us, thats what i believe lah, but also the cadets need to really step up in attitide and almost everything? cause they behaving well can also be motivational to the NCOs and yeah i guess a better unit.

right now, i'm going to try to dignose to problem and yeah hopefully the unit SOMEHOW OR ANOTHER can get back on track and really show the true zai ness of SGSS RCY! (: tips anyone? haha. FOR REAL.

anyway, i'm easily irritated i guess , cause of this one person F IRRITATING. dont want to eleborate lah but honestly. YOU SUCK. KEEP !@#$$%$&$%^#$ and blaming! and URGH VOMIT BLOOD. -

TESTS and results have come! omg! and the O levels are drifting closer and closer! hais! really need to start intensifing stuff. sheesh, i need GOD and everyone! (:

oh well yeah thats what is currently on my mind OHOH! i also have a conclusion, if i come back home, i manage to sleep and then i study better! haha hoho!

anyways byes! && looking forward to SAUSAGE OUTING! (:

2009-02-10T23:20:00.001+08:00

another side note : THE BITCH I TALKED ABOUT IS TOTALLY COPYRIGHTED (: HOHO.

kay, another thing also is SGSSRCY. hais, the morale now like very low. just cant wait for FDC to finish, then a lot of things can start to fall in place already. HAIS! the unit needs to WAKE UP ! and start being enthu cadets and NCO so both can make the training more enjoyable.

2009-02-10T23:07:00.003+08:00

ONE MAIN THING I NEED TO BLOG TODAY.

IS ABOUT HER.

dont be fooled by her smile. OUT COMES OUT HER CHARACTER OMG! IRRITATING, PISSING, UNREASONABLE. 48 YEAR OLD BITCH.

our fault that you cannot finish your lesson meh?
so we must stay back BECAUSE you didnt finish your lesson.
shows something about your lesson planning , after being in the teaching line for what? about 20 years?

you hit people like nobody business, yes i know you have our welbeing at heart, BUT SERIOUSLY THIS IS NOT THE WAY. SO IRRITATING.

THIS WOMAN HITed me with the paper today, like really irritingly disturbingly, not pain lah, but a lot of force. IF we were not in school, i would have FOUGHT BACK. but i didnt, cause SLC MAH!

OH! LOVES TO PICK ON SLC RIGHT? I BET YOU WERE A HORRIBLE STUDENT, ENGLISH SO @!##$.

unreasonable, hitting people when you're in PMS PERIOD. ihateyou lor. SCOLD SCOLD SCOLD SCOLD! WE'RE NOT YOUR SOME FUCKED UP CHILDREAN GOD-DAM IT. anyhow hit here hit there. Get your stupid English proper before you come and lecture us.

AND YES I KNOW YOU ADMITTED YOU WERE A JINX, can make people die under you.

talk about being a GOOD TEACHER.

oh just on trivia side, this bitch can really make people HATE HER. people like said FUCKED to her MANY TIMES. so irritating.

the lesson depends on you, whether you're in a good mood or not.
having TWENTY YEARS OF EXPERIENCE! CANT EVEN TREAT THE RESULTS THING COOLY. TYPING THE RESULTS ALSO SO DAM STRESSED OUT! and what! blame it on us?!

FUCKER.WHORE.

YOU SHOULD JUST DIE! HONESTLY, I'LL RATHER SOMEONE ELSE THAN YOU. ALWAYS BLAMING, PUSHING THE BLAME, NEVER LISTEN TO US, ALWAYS LISTEN TO YOURSELF. WHORE LOR. NO NOT EVEN WHORE CAUSE THE'RE BETTER THAN YOU. YOU DEEP LOSER CHINESE SHIT.

IRRITATING.

YES PEOPLE, you see this woman here, think of all the evil things she has done. EVIL THIGNS. she will die a horrible death i tell you. URGH!

-.-

bye.

2009-02-09T23:15:00.003+08:00

HAHA, just read some of my entries, interesting lah.
comparing it to my life RIGHT NOW.

TOTALLY DIFFERENT.
):

NOT FAIR AT ALL LOR.

ANYWAY, hmm IM NOT DEAD. just that there are many things on my mind.
until i'm organised internally then i'll blog, but come to think of it, if i start blogging on whats on my mind, then... MY MIND MAY BE ORGANISED HAHA!

okok, so i do know that i've missed out like the majour events.

like the CNY, countdown, CNY PARTY, school starting, CCA. but yeah. i'm not really going to blog about it cause honestly, one, i cant remember, two i'm too lazy to blog about it, and yeah three only wanna blog whats on my head. so yeah LOOK FOWARD i guess.

[confirmation 2008 picture - MY CLASS]
ok sheesh, that was totally random, haha thought a picture would spark of the blog although its like dam random can -.-

KAY.

OH SHIT HAHA! FEEL LIKE BLOGGING ABOUT THE EVENTS.
HMMM, okay brief only ahh..

countdown party - not sure whether i blogged about it. but 31 jan all of us (me, estelle, kimberley, adriana, aaron, patrick) went to carol's house, house warming or gathering. played some games. ate home made macaroni. swim (NOT ME). yeah. after which we went to van's house. ate saparano or sapirano GOD DAM, I DONT KNOW HOW TO SPELL IT! HAHA! but its super chao ji dam nice food lor! the best of the best HA! lol.
anyway played monopoly, bla bla, then watch tv - strike midnight! happy new year thingy~ and yeah, estelle's dad drove me back, cause i was too scared to go back home, cause van kept scaring me during the movie - a SCARY one summore T_T

so then there is CNY - NOTHING TO TALK ABOUT. TYPICAL, EATING, ANG BAO-ING, GAMBLING, TALKING.

BUT MY RECORD SO FAR LAH. - 4 rounds of steamboat! (: && lost a fucking hell of $36 cause of blackjack. (':

OHOH! HAHA MA'AM'S BDAY - so we all called ma'am (ALL SAUSAGES) conference, wished her happy birthday and spastic-ed around haha. funny luh! the sausages still veh united! ^^

ALRIGHTY, hmm.. CNY PARTY at van's house again, wah the father cook the prawn noodles is dam zai lor! dam nice! ((: - really a thumbs up for that.

OKAY DONE -.-

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KAY SO THINGS ON MY MIND.

lay it down in little terms first, RC, FDC, SAUSAGES, NCO PROB, STUDIES, REVISION, O LVL, FAMILY, FRIENDS, TIRED.

RC - SGSSRCY needs to really buck up, everything is like really messed up, no matter how hard we try right, nothing like goes right lor. no matter how i want the unit to be super duper perfect, also cannot. so irritating. hais, problems i think we should settle first - which jason is doing lah. and now i'm feeling so sian of it, the morale of our unit (personal feelings) is really quite low.

FDC- OMG! after so many trainings, cadets performance going down already. so depressing. then summore, if we carry on right, then comfirm cannot make it to at least the middle, will be like one of the last few. honestly its really depressing because we've been through so much, still like that -.-
then jason and jerald are giving their positions to let other cadets get experience, SO COMPASSIONATE RIGHT. WOW. >.>

SAUSAGES - HEY SAUSAGES! ): MISS YA'LL LOADS! THERE MUST/WILL BE A SAUSAGE OUTING AT THE LATER END OF FEB, I THINK ONCE FDC FINISH THEN MUST CELEBRATE EVERYONE'S BIRTHDAY. YEAH. HAHA ALL THE BEST SAUSAGES.

NCO PROB - alot of things going on in the NCOs, currently jason is settling it. but like the basic things as NCOs such as being enthu, knowing how to teach/making the lesson interesting, is really not in our NCOs. we need to go through training! comfirm chop stamp one. irritaing, like all of us not UNITED contrasting it to other CCAs, hopefully jason will get to the bottom of the matter and yeah, finally everything will be resolved. -,- hais.

STUDIES - sian studies, not motivated to do my work AT ALL. so many probs happening but its O LEVEL YEAR, so must do. pissing -,- but anyway, i think i can cope ONLY FOR SOME SUBJECTS, OTHERS ALL BUANG -.- must really come out with a way to put it right! :D

REVISION - OMG! i've not been following my schedule keep procastinating. stupit Gene lor . lols COME ON GENE! DO THE DAM REVISION!

O LVL - ITS O LEVEL YEAR - STRESS STRESS STRESS everything, everywhere , OMG everyone's stress. really hope i dont break down.

FAMILY - gladly to say, my relation ship with my parents are getting better, not like last time where i wanted them to die everyday. haha, but now its getting better. Thanks Lord! (:

FRIENDS - damit, i keep getting bullied in school, but its all for fun and laughter sake? are they still considered my friends after doing this to me? the friends that i had or formed in sec 2 some are still, others have changed. isit me or isit some really do change until you have no relation at all to that "friend" whatsoever. its quite sad lah, but i guess life still must go on. hopefully the friend issue will be better lah. but i do know who are my friends - well at least FOR NOW.

TIRED - i think i'm dam old and fat lah, everday also dam super tired CAN! sleepy, not focusing, lost my drive and enthusiasm, spastic-sm is dieing down. OH KNOW! WHATS HAPPENING ):

WELL YEAH! i think i covered what i should have covered.

OHOH! hmm, comments by teachers : good boy, but need to start practicing the subjects in order to see results. WOW. lols.

OHOH! today had meeting, after that met estelle at kovan, bought pressie then went to church for mass, after which had a little briefing/session for make up on YC. after that went home with daniel kor. yeah.

OHOHOH! MY FUCKING HANDPHONE , the battery cover is missing. dam sad lor. my entire phone is falling apart, but yet my parents dont want to buy me a new handphone ): DAM SAD.!!!!

ALRIGHTY! TMR THERE'S 3 PERIODS OF FMN, GG LER (: then FDC training, hopefully the cadets are going to give their best in everything they do. i'm going to join them haha! yes yes yes.

and finally, after everything that i've said. i'm glad to say everything, but don't feel organised in my mind leh, like after a bit more,i think my mind will get organised yes.

LOL.

dam bloody long post -.-

okay toodles.

2009-02-08T21:56:00.002+08:00

OKAY.
DAMIT, I'M NOT DEAD :/

right, have not been blogging for a really SUPER SUPER DUPER DUPER LONG TIME. yes i know, important things also never blog.

hmm, its just too much on what i've been seeing and what's actually happening.

well SCHOOL, STUDIES, RC, PERSONAL LIFE.

MANY THINGS.

i cant really say it out.

i guess once i get it planned out i'll really go back to blogging.

anyway, toodles.

hais, COMPLICATED.

2009-01-12T23:01:00.002+08:00

UPDATE ON GENE'S MIND.

Alrighty.
Had a really tiring week.

Anyway, O level results were out today!
Average dropped.
Shocking and scary.
Hopefully the teachers kinda drill our batch, and hoho magic happens!

Anyway, my life right now is sooo not organised.
Need to have a day of meditation lols, organise me!
and to prepare for the Os.

so many people, i've not met or talked!
Many things need to be done this year.
MANY, i repeat, MANY.

Alrighty byee (:

2009-01-10T22:26:00.002+08:00

Hello Everyone!

Had sec 1 orientation.
really fun class.
haha 1E4 again and group 2 again!
Really will remember the class!

Anyway, today had flag day.
dam lol la.

had to miss YC session!
but there are so much of things to do .

Yeah this entire week, or the school week has really been stressful.
Going home late! pressure! HOMEWORK! O LEVELS!

haiz! OH and CCA fair was a blast in some funny way haha!
All the way SGSS RCY!!

Many things going on lately and yeah my minds unsettled.
Hopefully it all settles down soon enough.

anyway.
TOODLES. (:

2008-12-27T21:02:00.003+08:00

Hello all!

Christmas and its eve was a blast!
like totally had much of fun! (:

On Christmas Eve, went to see some IHM friends in kovan.
ha, to get Carol, Alvin, Becca and Roy's Christmas and Thank you cards!

Yeah, saw some SLC people in KFC -,-
anyway was late AGAIN and everyone else was late too haha.
So we went to pop and bought the cards
after which we went to new york new york to have dinner, jerome treated us! Thank you!
We walked pass a shop and saw christmas hats! so we gave in to temptation and bought it. and wore it all the way haha. too bad i dont have a pic to show you, if not i would have.
So we went to vanessar's house to do the cards and that.
Met Carol at the canteen and gave the cards to everyone.
Had Mass!
Oh haha, like 5mins to 12mn all of us were like getting ready to send merry christmas text to like all our friends. it was really funny that patrick and estelle couldn't send their text (StarHub users) so i said God was trying to Block the connection LOL.

Anyway! After Mass was all the MERRY CHRISTMAS! and the BYE BYES! and yeah thats that!

Christmas day, was all relative-ish. Met Cousins and aunties and uncles at a japanese restaurant in suntect, delish of course (:
Went to our house after that. It was Gong Gong's Birthday so like we celebrated.

[this was just "our" generation shot.]

Anyway that was that and yeah celebrated bla bla, slept late.

Boxing day!
Was suppose to meet Estelle and the rest at 7.30am at the canteen.
so that we can get the props ready by 8am.
i woke up at 8am! reached church by 8.30am! Was late.
Had to mope the church hall as punishment, yeah.
After then did props, had rehearsals.
I playyed a small role haha was a meanian. Yeah but i don't know how to describe! After hours and hours and hours and hours AND HOURS of practice! It finally pulled of! and it was good too (:

Hopefully i get the group shots!
then post it (:

Yeah later so went with jac, cat-class-mates, some seniors for supper.
After that said byeee and walk back home with daniel kor.

Yupp so that was really christmas week for me in brief-ness.

I really encounted God during the week and i'm so thankfull for it!
thank you so much! (:

Alrightyy byee.

2008-12-19T18:36:00.001+08:00

Hello Ya'll!
Just came back from Holiday.
Cruise was great.

Once i install the new printer, i'll scan the better photos!

Toodles! (:

2008-12-13T23:02:00.006+08:00

HELLO GREAT PEOPLE OF OUR LORD JESUS CHRIST! (:

Confirmation was GREAT today!
I feel so good that God has been in me today!
finally an adult in God's eyes, FINALLY.
still going to go on (:

and i do hope to see fantastic weeks ahead now fully being confirmed!

Thanks for all the people that saw me!

and yeah i'm still waiting for other photos!

*Carol please send! (:

alrighty shall let the photos do the talking! haha.

Yupp and that was Confirmation 2008! (:

byebyes!

2008-12-09T22:07:00.003+08:00

Okay Confirmation Camp 2008.

The best camp ever!

I'm not really going to go to details, but honestly, this camp has really helped me a lot. To be closer to God and some other sensitive issues. It really is so peaceful to be able to do all of these things in a camp. This camp really had parts where i was so sensitive and quiet the sad parts lah, and also the spiritual parts where i feel so close and connected to God.

Anyway, my group consisted of Me, Kimberly, Mathilda, Estelle, Jerome, Basil, Rachel, Carol and Alvin. Totally great group. Many crazy and dead moments together!

I really do hope i can journey with God. It really makes me feel better.

Well, i hope this great feelings and experiences last with me all the way.

Cause at this point of time, i already am in a fight with my parents, maybe things may not work out i don't care.

What i care is for me to stay normal, and maybe change my ways but still to believe in God so that he really can help me in my life.

My confirmation's on 13th december, IHM church 3pm (: Feel free to come!

Cause i wanna share my God! With everyone else! Hopefully everything in my life works out and i get what i want it to be all because of my believe.

Whatever the outcome! I hope i can reach out and continue believing as well as being with all my con camp friends to support each other! I do HOPE everything will go well! (:

GROUP 10!! (:

byes !

2008-12-04T15:05:00.001+08:00

HELLO ALL.

Gene is NOT DEAD.

its just that he had no time.

OMG! like i'm back.

NOT.

tmr got con camp all the way to monday.

this month is busy busy busy (:

BYE, LOL.

2008-11-18T22:05:00.002+08:00

HELLO.

alrighty!

oh oh! looking at all the pictures that were taken during the camp!
haha it was just sooo cute! LOLS.
remember and miss the time! (:

Monday there was RED CROSS training.
Foot Drill.
yeah like everyone waas like stoned.
I myself was spastic-ing at one lesson LOL
the cadets didnt even understand what i was saying -.-

Anyway, i just really want our unit to RISE UP!
back back back , long time ago, our unit was like really WOW.
really GOODs.

Now like -.-
WHAT HAPPEN!! oh man! Please really let SGSS RCY unit GO UP AGAIN!
MAKE EVERYONE ENTHU ABOUT IT! ):

OHH WELL..

like OMG, i've been having cravings lately,
like pepper lunch, Auntie Anne, subway many more...
ahhh,, wanna like eat them all (:

haha
yeahh tmr, red cross!
meeting and discussion yeah (:

BYEE

2008-11-16T21:06:00.002+08:00

HELLO ALL HOLY PEOPLE (:

hahaha!

feeling really kinda holy.
like OMG, been in church or have done church-related activities for a LONG LONG TIME.
feels good (:
HAHA!

alrighty! My holy day started with saturday!
Went to register, met van, amanda, jasmin, patrick.
yeah.
so the teen facils were being pulled to the room to do rehearsal.
oh, okay only the people involved in the skit had to do rehearsal. haha.

rehearsal went okay (:

After that started the day with a prayer!
AND IT WAS TIME FOR FIRST HOLY COMMUNION CAMP 2008.

Had songs, games, yeah it was preety much fun.
at first was the only teen facil in my YELLOW GROUP (:
kim joined our group!
during break time, bonded with them. it was really cool (:
was treated like a dad or uncle? haha, kept like worrying for them and helping them to do/get things. yeahh.

played another game and then it was time for skit!
yeah i know SKIT.

Skit went well! the lines that i said, were what i really wanted to say!
A small error for me made, but it was actually seen as a joke lols.
yeah so acting was really like funny and stuff like that.

P.S i was an angel.

SO them BEING PRIMARY 2, i was labled as ANGEL. OR ANGEL KOR KOR.
irritating can.
like everyone starts using it, the teens, the children, the facils, the cat class teachers..AHH,, its irritating but funny haha.
Cause i serve as a good impression to the children.
like when i walk pass a few people, they were like LOOK THE ANGEL IS HERE.
>.> LOLs yes i know.

BUT ITS ALL SO FUN (:

Anyway like SKIP SKIP SKIP and we are looking at some paper where they show sins.
whether if we commited them we would put a tick.
i saw the paper and i was like nudging kimberly told her i committed like 25 of 27 sins. WTH right, i'm sooo not holy, then she was like SO SINFULL! LOL.

anyway, time for their first confession.
Gave them advice and stuff!
all so mischevious and naughty but on the other side funny and nice (:
OHOH .. awww.. hahah

ALL OF THE CHILDREN WERE LIKE UBER CUTE (:

OHOH! like managed to get the children call vanessar, AUNTY.
HAHAHAH!~ it was so funny.

Anyway, *skips again* and everything finished,
like it was a really fun day.
no pic though, but all of it would be in my head!
really a memoriable day (:

OHOH! THANKS KIMBERLY FOR BEING SUCHH A GREAT FACIL TOO.

---

okay, so like me, van, kim, adriana, patrick were like sticking together.
Went to 7eleven
went for mass
ate dinner
watched the W.O.W drama.

hahah, totally cool.
cause like i always admire natasha that she does church things with her friends.
i dont know but it just seems so nice.

WELL! i;m proud to say that i did it too!
and yeah it feels great to be hanging out with friends you know all doing church related things together! (:

Yeah.

--

Said byebye and everyone went back home.
patrick, me and aaron walked to serangoon.
patrick left half way.
i ate hor fun, talking to aaron yeah.

after that went to shop and save followed by macs.
met ryan leong there with his family!
haha.

yeah, then after that went home.

--

so TODAY!
ate lunch at popo house.

after that went for the 3pm holy communion mass.
Met Jasmin, amamda, van and kim there.
the mass was all so nice (:

met some of YELLOW GROUP MEMEBERS.
they were screaming and yeah were happy me and kim were there.haha
oh yea! i walked pass right, then again haha children were like, hey thats the angel!
haha it felt irritating but funny? (:

Anyway, after that went with kim and van for grocerry shopping.
laughed a lot there.
and managed to find the things!

after that went home.

yeah and it concludes my really awsome church-related (not?) experience =D

OHOH TMR RED CROSS TRAINING!
JIA YOU!
FIRST DAY - FOOT DRILL.

hohoho [:

alrightyy!
byees (:

2008-11-14T21:04:00.003+08:00

HI HI D:

Manage to go out of the house! (AT LAST I KNOW!)
Anyway yeah
went to school on thurs!
-.- did nothing but the job of a QM 2I/C XD.
Clean Up.

LOL.

Yeah, then later at night, there was a skit rehearsal.
Met Matilda at the bustop and walk to church.

MY GOD! Along the way right, there was this like potiana-look-a-like-woman.
staring at us! dam scary can! D:
totally like as if want to kill us liddat.

Anyway, Adriana was at the canteen and 3 of us went to classroom.

Waited.

like dam >.>

Anyway, started and yeah other 3 people came.
so anyway, thank god i'm not the lead LOLs.
was suppose to be, but thank God there was a guy next to me,
had the idea of swopping roles :D
YEAH! and hell yeah! Now i'm a guy who drops his wallet & an Angel LOL.

but comical one (:

Anyway, everything ended at about 10+
Walked halfway with Matilda, said bye!

And yeah that was thurs.

--

Today! Jerald could not come to school, so didnt go to school
Met WenPing at Macs.
Dam bored lor ._.

went for printing.

yeah.

came back and sort out all the paperwork, like literally paperwork lor.
bloody so many paper.

yeah.

tmr's theres communion camp!
facilitating and acting! YAYness? (:

--

Today, wanna maybe continue from the last post about things on my mind.
Thankfully after i blogged out a whole chunk from my mind! I felt lil better (:
TEEHEES.

CHILDHOOD.

My childhood!
really remembered so many things.

like dugged into my childhood box!
So many nice things i missed.

like i changed environment i think like 3 times ler.
looking at it.

like from hanoi to SAPS then to SGSS

so many transitions i guess.
what i really felt was like to be able to be stuck in my past!
Maybe the reason why i want to be in my pass is really all my happy moments are there? Yeah. its like escaping from reality! Yeah thats what i want ):
but now facing the present, i just wanna stop thinking about this too much.

too many good memories lay in the past i guess.
Really wish could re-live them again.
OH WELL.

oh so now maybe a little statistics about me and the relationship i'm having with my family.

FATHER - OKAY OKAY.
1ST SISTER - OKAY OKAY, BUT SOMETIMES IRRITATING!
MOTHER - MIDDLE - IRRITATING AND OKAY OKAY.
2ND SISTER - IRRITATING.

-,-

YEAH.
Anyway haix about everything!

BYEE (:

things that have been going on in my mind

2008-11-12T21:27:00.004+08:00

Hello ALL people-who-are-spastic&random-like-Gene (:

LOL -.-

Anyway, last night talked to luke to all the way 3+am (:
YAYness!
I think it could stretch because we were like on the topic of debate, then my mum came into the room, caught me in action, asked me to put down the phone.

dam zzz lor.

like why cant i do wad i one? i know you are concerned but still, i know GENE is tiny BUT he is FIFTEEN , TEEEEEN eh ):

so bloody much control -.-

Anyway, SORRY LUKE! cut our conver! ):

--

Alrighty my purpose for blogging today is i really want to blog whats on my mind.
so many things i know.
don't know how much GENE wants to reveal whats on his best but he'll try (:
cause its going to be emotional! :O

Well, first thing thats on my mind is studies.

STUDIES! Os are like less than a year!
OMG! i;m soooo scared. like totally. I;ve no motivation to study whatsoever.
TOTALLY NOTHING! STONNING ALL THE WAY. like I WANT TO STUDY BUT I CANT.
NO gan jue at all. totally. very irritating can! want to study but never study!
i want to study! although its HOLS like a lot of people all i know is studying or is going to study. GENE NEEDS TO STUDY! SO WORRYING ABOUT Os. ):

Next thing is DEATH.

fucking scary can ): I keep like hearing about cancer hear or cancer there. or super duper scary diseases.
like after my aunt's death (which i still have memories of her like constantly flowing in me, i keep crying yeah. i'm such a cry baby )': BUT OH WELL)
i have this like reaction towards death or namely cancer. its really freaks me out and breaks me down whenever i hear or see people having it. its just so cruel!
and like my sister (first one) is like so pale loooking- its really makes me scared.
DEATH! why do we have to die!
why cant we just like have this "die" button, when we wanna die, then die lor!
so bad! ):

YEAH AND TO EVERYONE I KNOW AND LOVE! I DONT WANT YOU TO DIE TOO! like another close relative or (friend) that dies i think i would really like break down.

i;m already like so wobbly, slowly picking myself up from the what i saw and heard about my aunt.

OH FREAK! tears are starting to come again, i just miss my AUNT SO MUCH. ILOVEYOU AYI! I STILL MISS YOU AND ALL THE BEST-EST TIMES WE SHARED! ):

omg..okay the third thing its FAMILY.
like i've been having relationship problems between me and my mother and sister.
its really irritating.
honestly.
cause my sister is this little girl WHO IS FUCKING NOT INNOCENT. where my mum is so FUCKING PROTECTIVE over her.
so i get into trouble becausea of that.
Arnt parents suppose to like love all? and not be bias. i really do like symapathise with all those first borns out there. we all should have a common thing I THINK. >.>
but anyway, like its really hard for me to keep my relationship like quarrels are so recent, we quarrel over the SLIGHTEST thing and she is like so particular about EVERY SINGLE THING. and she keeps like comparing me to a typical vision of what parents want their child to be. its so irritating. cant she like tell that EVERYONE IS DIFFERENT. i'm not the child she want and so like FACE IT B!TCH.
i guess because of all these competitions between my siblings and my parents.
it really stops everything! like communication and a lot of things. the reuslt is where when i be with them, i feel awkward! how sad is that! i just wish my ayi was here so i could really tell her everythign! ):
oh on a side note, i've no idea but why like all past memories are coming to me so much! like memories with my ayi and stuff like that, when i was really happy with my parents, do i desire that too much? past is past, but sometimes past could be fantasy. ahh...

Anyway, the forth thing would be freedom!
everyone wants freedom! i want freedom! oh yeah! so its like i cant really go out, or i've come to a point that i feel scared to tell my parents that i have camp or i'm going out because like response has always really like.. WHY!! YOU NEED STUDY YOU KNOW!!
its so fucking irritating.
pisses me off yeah
so i really like want to do everything with myself! I feel like SO MUCH BETTER doing things by myself and stuff like that. so i want them to be GONE. live in a house by myself! so much i yearn for that! haiz! so like my only escape to fantasy land is by reading books, blogging all my feelings out, going for outinngs, chattings and do my red cross stuff yeah. escaping from life! thats what i really need and want!

OHH...!!

I'M NOT sure what i want to say anymore! SHIT i cant remember LOL!
BUT YEAH
shall end here for now.
roughly that must be the things that really occupy a huge portion of my head currently thats why i really did blog about it.

IRRITATING YES IRRITATING! so much tension and no trust within my family and me.

><

alrighty byee!
but hell yeah i managed to blog this!
feel a TINY TINY LITTLE BIT BETTER (:

cant wait for tmr! going to sch and do red cross! LOL!

(:

i need to be with my SPASTIC BUDDY to feel and get my SPASTIC level HIGH again ):

I NEED OUTINGS AND LIKE EVERYTHING TO BE MY WAY! ):
than maybe i'll feel beter.

OH OH OH WELL ):

2008-11-10T23:16:00.003+08:00

tiny and ~~evil~~ GENE is BORED
but yet he still can't go out ):
how sad is that.

2008-11-09T21:33:00.001+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I LOVE THE NEW BLOG SKIN.
ITS SO ME! (:
YAY!
HIP HIP HURRAY
HIP HIP HURRAY!

:D

2008-11-09T20:52:00.002+08:00

OH YES here's my second post of the day.

really been like thinking of a lot of things.

like

STUDIES
RED CROSS
DEATH
FRIENDS
FAMILY.

SO MANY ALL IN MY HEAD, ITS LIKE REALLY FUSTRATING.

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

2008-11-09T19:51:00.008+08:00

hello hello!
have not been bloggin yes i know o_o

okay many many things to blog about!

outing with luke

Well, 30/10/08, celebrated my birthday with luke.
Was like late :x

met luke at the serangoon area where he said he sang for the minister when he was P3? hahah.

okay so he was like where you wanna go?, as usual my reply I DONT KNOW.
Honestly, i am a slow person. Must think one okayy D:

Anyway, we went to MRT, go habourfront.
haha luke has this "talent" , like bloody hell.

My Chain broke, so he brought me to this shop to get a chain.
OHOH!

Anyway, after being pissed of by some people at the shop, keep standing infront of the chains, HOW TO GET MY CHAIN?!
irritating -.-

Anyway, went to ARRCADE! D:
oh MY GOD, I AM NOT AN ARCADE PERSON FOR REAL.

ALL THE ALL SO FREAKING GAMES - ALL LOSE TO LUKE T.T

Heres a pic of me NOT KNOWING HOW TO PLAY THIS FREAKING GAME. CANT EVEN COMPLETE STAGE ONE CAN!

after that we went to the jap shop! its freaking nice! hahaha.
and OMG! we played, took 2 giant lolipops and hit each other :P
and omg! everything fell (all the soft toys)
then we ran away! haha so bad lar!

heres tiny GENE with some toy?

alrighty! So we went to luke's house!
TOTALLY NICE HOUSE!

OH YES! this is one of luke's dad's motocycles!
FREAK HELL ITS COOL.

AND ITS TINY GENE ON IT! :D

yeah! so luke's house was simply AMAZING! its one of the dream houses i dreamt of! :D
theres 3 of us!
ME, FELIX - THE FREKAING CUTE BLACK CAT, luke

haha, so yeah, played some tower of hanoi thing!
confusing! but i managed to do it! (with luke screaming ;x)
hahah!

Felt hungry so we cooked dinner!
YUMMY LOR! :D

after that we went to VIVO.
and THANK YOU LUKE FOR MY PRESSIE - CONTACTS :D

and his dad's driver drove us back to my house!

THANK YOU LUKE FOR THAT OH SO FANTASTIC BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION DAY (:

okay, so here's part 2,
so i went back, and like my parents were dao-ing me.
and were so angry that i came back late ALTHOUGH IT WAS ONLY 7.45PM.
-.- cause i said i were to come back at 7pm. :x

BUTT.
still!!
must dao until like that meh? wtf.

Anyway, so COLD WAR WITH MY PARENTS STARTED.
lasted all the way for 3 days! (:
Actually cold war felt really good, cause NO FUCKING FAMILY IN MY LIFE!
I JUST HATE MY FAMILY.

anyway, the cold war stopped because my father started shouting at me, saying i did not respect him and stuff -,- WTF, they started the cold war by not talking to me and it becomes my fault because i never talk?

-,-

irritating YES I KNOW.

Anyway, COLD WAR STOPPED.

Part 3 now!
Went out with luke again on 7/11,
HIS BIRTHDAY IS APPROACHING! :O

Anyway, i was late again haha.
TOTALLY LIKE LATE ;X

sorry luke! hahah!
Anyway, went to make I/C
and thank god everything was like fast fast fast. yeah right lol.,
took pic, did the I/C.

its a okay experience haha.

anyway, went to marina square.

OH YES I SAW ACTORS AT THE BOWLING ALLEY! WITH MY EYES! HAHA AND NO PIC FOR YOU ;x
~_~ TOTALLY COol lols.

oh yes me and luke went to play aracde.
haha AGAIN, YES AGAIN! won me in all the games -,-

played a lil max tune! :O

After that walked and walked, so tired ah.

ATE AT YUKI YAKI!
OMG! SUPER DUPER DELICIOUS!
AND YES I ADMIT, I TOOK TOO MUCH FOOD -.-
and the ICE CREAM! AHHH HAHA SO FUN!
luke has the pics!
haha.

after that went to luke's serangoon house.
taught me how to wear contacts
and gave me advice about things.
it really helped but i say STEP BY STEP (:

okayy? (:

and END!

SO TODAY! went to cat class
WITH MY CONTACTS! I LOVED IT :P
although one eye gave me freaking loads of problem! Need to try again lols.

went with mass with yangtse, joshua popped by.

hahah

SIANz, now at home so boring.

BUT! cant wait for all the camps and outings and red cross and wearing of the contacts xP so sexy :D

YEAH!

ALRIGHTY BYE BYE (:

2008-10-29T19:42:00.002+08:00

HEY HO!

just to let you know its,
29 OF OCTOBOER!

ITS MY BIRTHDAY!

YAYY (:

Anyway, shall talk about today and yesturday and yesturday yesturday.

OKAYY!
so today!
Went to Ajusen Ramen!
Yummy Yummy Yummy! :D
But dam full D:
totally, its fucking delicious.

After that went shopping with Mummy.
Shop Shop Shop lol.
tired.

Yesturday.
Went with Zheng Han and Clinton.
Watched HSM3.
OMG LAH HSM3. Its a nice show BUT. its really like mediocore. Everything that ended, its really just so perfect. Its not really nice. But!! a nice Ending a perfect ending. just really made to wrap up HSM. There's not much of a story line. Honestly.
JUST (don't know how many times i've said it) A PERFECT ENDING. Quite dissapointing to me. BUTT... great dance moves and maybe music. & there's like alot of AHEM as well.

After that Tunned, YAY! quite nice story/level now :D

after that ate at swenseneses. the food there is great! same standard! great service! not like some other outlets. Had a great meal! :D

After that went to Vivo! OMFG~ i miss vivo!
all the sweet times and such! D:
ILOVEVIVO esp at night. Honestly. Its like freaking romantic and all that. So soothing and peacefull ((:
The arcade changed D: no more like dark quiet one. now its like bright and noisy, ew and yay? yeah.

Went home.

12mm struck and i ate my yummy bread papa cream puff! *mmm....mmmm...mmm* :D

Yesturday, yesturday (Monday)
Went to Nich Sir House :D
learned First Aid - Bandaging.
ahh! hahaha! so fun!
his house so frekaing messy ~ :x

BUT! its like small but all loving! (:
*but really its ... Nevermind.

YangTse was like a BITCH, totaly, he turned the entire house upside down.
WTFx man!

Irritating.
So Anyway, Went to bishan with jerald and Nich.
haha Played at the Arcade!
and YES! me and jerald have a MARIO CARD!
HOHOHO! :DD

lols.

yes! and yes!

so that wraps up my birthday week SO FAR.

lols!

Alrighty byee! (:

2008-10-26T15:58:00.001+08:00

today!
went mass with YangTse.

Totally LOLs.

2008-10-25T22:46:00.001+08:00

so SIANZ!

cant wait till 28/10/2008
day before my birthday!
outing with Zheng Han (same bday as me) and Clinton.

Going to tune and watch HSM3 and spastic :D

CANT WAIT.

Now i'm just drowning myself in movies D:

ohh!!

2008-10-23T21:01:00.002+08:00

hellos everyone ! (:

today was THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL.
which spells doom, cause like holiday starts and still i must continue to mug.
although have outings :D

alrighty! today in school, was OPERATION: SPICK AND SPAN.
honestly, more like OPERATION: SPASTIC.
hahah.

Everyone was like DRUNK. spastic-ing around! :D
My-type hahaha.
All retarding.
Jerald even had the LOL on the notice board!
haha!
Zheng Han was running around chasing people.
ahhhh!

Anyway, deepavali is coming so niranjan made cookies :D
Really really nice ones!
Thanks niranjan for the indian-made cookies LOLS.

Anyway, went back home to change and such.
Met joey, javier and jia xuan.
God, my freaking laces/shoes were in a mess.
Cause was like practically rushing.

finally in the MRT, do everything nicely.

Met Clinton! tune. freak. now i'm like more addicted.
ate at cathay.
after that...
SHOP SHOP SHOP.

Went to Gionardo, NET, 77, OMG, many many places!
hahas, really like some shopping spree indeed.
Yes. SPASTIC-ed around. Everyone was staring at us? laughed like fuck like that.

went to bishan to see newbie.
bought shirts.

altogether 5 shirts bought! and i'm happy :D

OHOH! Clinton is like this PROF! he told me and gave me advice.
and... sadly, i'm no more for vest.
CAUSE. I HAVE THIS SMALL BOY LOOK && MY BUILD IS SMALL D;
who cares! I'M LIVING WITH IT =D.
bleh =\

Anyway, there's going be another outing on 28.
pre-bday outing :D

GENE IS GOING TO BE 100% SPASTIC THAT DAY.
JUST SEE HIM ;D

LOLS.

alrighty! byee! (:

2008-10-21T22:36:00.001+08:00

went to compass point with Zheng Han today to look for some things.
the mango thing really causes me to be spastic!
keep laughing!
LOL.

but, really pissed today.
not sure why.
fcuking irritated.

2008-10-20T20:19:00.002+08:00

OH MY GAWD!!

I really feel good today! (:
like i slept at 8pm to 12am yst then couldn't sleep from 12am to 3.30am today.
then 3.30am to 6.30am managed to sleep.

-_-

Sleepy~

BUT! i really the AYD! the thing is still pumping in me! haha!
like HOLY SPIRIT ACTIVIATE! maybe its true, where you go and attend and love God, and result in having good things.

anyway, today was stupit, and i have a feeling the entire week of school is going to be dumb as well. NOTHING TO DO. zzz. dismissed at 12pm! but from the beginning all the way to 12pm is just pure dumb sh!t. Honestly, like nothing was planned, just stone -0- Freakk man!

Anyway, went to tune with Zheng han and Clinton! haha! so much of fun! && i'm noob but the games really fun! :D

Anyway, highlight of the day is :

ANNA AND AUNTIE CHENG CAME TO MY HOUSE TODAY! :DDDD
its like OH MY GOD, 7 years we didn't see each other, and finally we saw its other.
Seriously its like uber OMG. Didn't really talk much, but honestly, was really glad that i saw her cause we've been friends since like super duper young? haha. Anyway, i do want to communicate with Anna summore! and prolong that friendship! Haha! (:

Anyway, Tommorrow there's Red Cross Meeting! :D YAY.

and yes, i'm feeling really happy now.
not sure why.
BUT..
GENE EZRA IS HAPPY RIGHT NOW =D

2008-10-17T21:33:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEEPS! (:

yes, still having the gastric thing again.
so stomach like super duper pain ):

Alrighty! Managed to settle quite? a lot of Red Cross thingy today.

Went to Macs, with Jerald, Nicholas, Wen ping and Eugene Tan.

OH AND OH MY GOD!
NICHOLAS HAS THE SAME BDAY AS ME :DDDDD!!
HOW COOL IS THAT!
AHHH!! (:
its really cool and funny when you get to know people born on the same day as you.

had some really dao moments, honestly very irritating. but oh well.

Next time NCO outing really must have full activities day :D

Any way,
like OMG, yst was AYD!
so my confirmation group will be Me, Matilda, Kim, Rachael, jerome and basil.
with facils carol :D and Michelle :D (and one random guy i think)

but AYD! totally high totally cool!
Van and me, crazee.
haha.

i love P&W, totally nice! :D
it really makes me together with God! and hell yeah! it makes me happy and makes me belief that there is God for Me, like everyone was so enthu and the Songs and like everyone was just there! haha, all high and God loving and YEAH! (:

Really really Awsome experience! hahaha.

cant wait for CON CAMP! (:

just really hope this really really nice feeling of God enriches me forever so that i'll really be like more enthu abt God?

2008-10-16T14:52:00.004+08:00

alrighty!
should be going to sec 4 next year! :D

OMG! I'm sick got the stupid gastric thing.

T.T

2008-10-16T14:52:00.003+08:00

alrighty!
should be going to sec 4 next year! :D

OMG! I'm sick got the stupid gastric thing.

T.T

2008-10-13T16:18:00.002+08:00

Alrighty!
Currently at Eugene Lee's house.
Totally boring i should say.

Slept at 2am, woke up at 7am.
not sure but i was really excited.
Met Eugene Tan aand walked to MRT.
After everyone gathered, took bus to Eugene's house.
First spastic-ed, then after that it became to bore down.
TOTALLY.

nothing to do, it was just games and everyone was just at he's own world, and some shared a world.
We didnt even discuss about the actual NCO OUTING, where games and things began to bond!

However, i have a feeling that things are going to be very impromptu.
like its really a failure.

Next time, i guess, we should really start to have the entire day of activities and like handphone and psp s are not allowed then everyone ccan like bond?

here am i, sitting by myself, sipping some nestle gold cofee prepared by Eugene's aun
ty. its freaking nice. honestly i feel like an old man. just by myself and blogging.

HAIZ, learn from mistakes then, make sure everyone gets together in things.

GAMES
DINNING
MOVIES

all of it! and all together.
Really trying my very best to want to bond us together, is it really not fated for us to be bonded?

Only the usual people kind of thing, or its going to stay like that.
Heard from joshua yesturday where our batch really does need trust!
i agree, however, how can we start on it?

OMG! i really just hope that we are together in everything, and the type of bond i'm talking about is really the bond i share with my ULPians. its like so much of fun! Every thing in the name of red cross, and its FUN!

oh well!

another thing, is that i really do miss my ayi, i'm not sure why but really i do.
i've seen many deaths, but ayi's one has affected me the most. its kinda sad.
i just see things, ,and i start to like relate it to her? and the fun times we shared? life is honestly sad.

and pardon me from being random but, i start to think about death lately, like picturing my parents or grandparents in the coffin, i have no idea how am i going to cope with it.. and how i am going to die. cancer? how many days do i have? its really really scary.

and also, my results, really frighten for it. honestly. but i hope i get good results and move on to next year! Then i can really start to think, and go through everything that has been on my mind. Really, the world is scary!

Not sure why i'm so spastic thinking about this but, i do hope all my worries and depressing things are kinda cleared. So, it becomes to be ANEW.

oh...

anyway, i'm just looking forward to my results, OUTINGS! esp with sausages! and the bondinng! and also all the scary and stupid things i have on my mind.

*SIGHS HEAVILY* , yupp.

okay,
byee.

and like wow, its really wierld.

SPASTIC AS I MAY BE BUT, MY MIND HAS A MIND ON ITS OWN, AND ITS DRIVING ME TO SPASTIC NUTS!!

>.<

2008-10-11T22:43:00.002+08:00

I'm back!
OH YES I AM! :D

Obviously, exams have finished!
OMG! like finally can go out and do what i want! (:
just scared of the results!

Well, on Thurs,
went out with the 2F1T + yt.
went to lan! dota is fun yes!
and then watched house bunny!

YES! HOUSE BUNNY! FOR YOU! YES YOU! IF YOU ARE READING IT!
GO AND WATCH HOUSE BUNNY, IF YOU HAVEN'T JUMP DOWN!
haha! totally, house bunny is soooooo freaking funny!
its like... SPASTIC AS ME ! :D

watch it!

TOTALLY!
WATCH IT! :D

anyway!
we went to meet some NCOs! :D
so all of us who went were:

Me
Zheng Han
Clinton
YangTse
Jerald
WenPing
Eugene

totally cool!
ate at just noodles!
bought the stupit soft shell crab, it sucked!
totally.

anyway, i feel that i should be a maid!
or those type of people in starbucks or smth like that!
its just so fun working with drinks! (:

Anyway, talked abt someone, had a GREAT time.

ok so friday, i bought some movies to watch at home!
yup so it was movie mania! :D

Saturday, today, went to bowl!
and freak it! i sucked totally!
I need to start practicing! haha!
and yes, again with 2F1T

they tuned, i watched.
later we bowled
then tuned again!
(AND FOR THIS TIME! I TRIED TO TUNE!
YES BOUGHT THE CARD! AND YES I PLAY NOW!) haha!

=> its kinda cool cause like i find dota and tuning cool!
really wierd but i'm moving towards the 2F people!
really bro-ish! (:

okay! so tuning was supper fun!
honestly! its like freaking fun! :D

later we went to eat!
yummy yummy yummy!

and yes end of day!

Not sure what i'm going to do tomorrow!
like maybe movie mania again!

BUT ON MONDAY!
ANOTHER NCO OUTING/GATHERING! (:
YIPEE!

GO RED CROSS GO! GO RED CROSS GO!

omg! i just cant wait!
many outings are coming on its way!

JIE OUTING
SAUSAGE OUTING
2F1T (BDAY OUTING)
ANOTHER BDAY OUTING
LUKE OUTING?
NCO OUTING!
FRIEND OUTING!!

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! (:

bbyes!

So troubled... yet so stressed!

2008-09-26T20:14:00.003+08:00

Yes I know, i've not been updating.
I'm going through Cold Turkey you see.

OMG! Exams just started today, in a blink of an eye, English Language has been tested already!

I'm so frighten! I do hope i pass my English!!

Other Subjects like Literature and CH and POA?* i'm really starting to panic for it!
I need loads of advice now!
I do hope i do well and all the hours of mugging really do pay off (:

Theres CL and Lit on monday. its so fustrating! like totally! have to stay back so late! D:

I need to do well! D: D: so scared so scared...

I have like been going to Mac, and retard and laugh together with my spastic buddy SL. Totally spastic-ing. Its almost like a daily ritual.

Now i have the entire weekend to study for 5 things!
JiaYou! :D

&& i just realised that YT also shares the same feelings towards his family as me!
At least someone knows how i feel and is also currently experiencing it!

Also i feel that i'm rather wierd these days! I need to really get back to be Normal again! I question myself! D:

okay! Byee!

*so troubled! & finally i managed to blog!

2008-09-05T23:19:00.002+08:00

hell yea peeps!

Managed to sort things out alr!

some subj just READ TB + MAKE NOTES (si bei si du)
other subj, READ TB + DO ASSESMENTS
OTHERS subj just do assesments!

hell yea i managed to figure it out!

but now times a factor... ahhh! D:

FOCUS GENE FOCUS!!
FOCUS GENE FOCUS!!
FOCUS GENE FOCUS!!
FOCUS GENE FOCUS!!
FOCUS GENE FOCUS!!

OHHH... BYEE! D:

2008-09-04T23:35:00.002+08:00

hello people .__.

went out with zhen han and clinton on friday.
Jeremy poped by :D

watched WALL E.

totally cute touching.

my eyes were red at the end of the movie and then the two of them said i cried.

dangs and now everyone thinks i cried after watching WALL E.

-_-

ohoh!!

and i RETARDED A LOT!
SERIOUSLY!

i can retard A LOT HAHAHA!
its in my blood.

ok so went out with lisa and ma'am yst..

i bunked before meeting them.

haha.

so waited for lisa till so long -_-

so me and ma'am went to get the cake..

then we went to sakae sushi

and yes i'm very swakoo.

:P

then we ate at sakae sushi.

then i had to left earlier. D:

now i'm totally in love with jap food once again! hahaha shit && i wanna go to a jap restaurant. recommendations anyone?

--

i need to start focusing.
how should i study?
make notes?
do practices?
SHOULD THERE BE DIFFERENT WAYS TO STUDY?
ESP FOR SOMEONE WHOS SLOW AND DUMB LIK ME?

HOW TO FOCUS?

HAHA!

HELP, I NEED HELP! D:

&& thanks daryl for the advice! (:
i'll shall incopreate!

ok BYEE!!

2008-08-25T18:03:00.001+08:00

it ended.
250808.

"oh well... it was my fault..."

--

SS - screwed.
Chem - a lil screwed.
maths - passed! (many ppl never pass k!)

(:

--

need ta study for orals! ~_~

BYEE!

2008-08-24T21:09:00.002+08:00

OK!
so CCA has finished,

now can finally concentrate on studies all the way.

NEED TO

MUG

MUG

MUG

MUG

MUG

MUG

MUG

MUG

MUG

leow.

&& jiayou! :D

2008-08-21T20:07:00.002+08:00

OK!

so today, just totally fucked up E maths test.
._.
the fucking teacher right, couting down!
dam fuckingxzxzxz irritating can!
like
7min
2min
30sec

.___________.

fuck you teacher. CBK.

MAKE US SO DAM NERVOUS! -.-

anyway, all of us were cursing && swearing!
haha.

played batminton to realease my anger!
totally man!
i've never felt so good before, really like PLAYING SPORTS!
YO! i've gotta learn to play sports! haha!

--

anyway, just wanna say this:

I HATE MY FATHER
MY MOTHER
MY SISTER
MY SISTER.

i wan them to DIE.

i want all the money && live by myself! i'm not sure but i've always been thinking about it.

If only i can choose who i want to die.
that'll be sooo cool.

--

I NEED TO BUCK UP.
ALL THE FUCKING TEST SO FUCKING SCARY! D:
zzzz!
cant imagine how hard SA2s are.
I NEED TO START TO MUG LER! D:

GENE EZRA LEE NEEDS TO MUG!
GENE EZRA LEE NEEDS TO MUG!
GENE EZRA LEE NEEDS TO MUG!
GENE EZRA LEE NEEDS TO MUG!
GENE EZRA LEE NEEDS TO MUG!
GENE EZRA LEE NEEDS TO MUG!
GENE EZRA LEE NEEDS TO MUG!
GENE EZRA LEE NEEDS TO MUG!
GENE EZRA LEE NEEDS TO MUG!
GENE EZRA LEE NEEDS TO MUG!
GENE EZRA LEE NEEDS TO MUG!
GENE EZRA LEE NEEDS TO MUG!
GENE EZRA LEE NEEDS TO MUG!
GENE EZRA LEE NEEDS TO MUG!

D:

jiayou for me! :D

--

talked with daniel kor today.
haha super cool.
eeeeeee! i gotta start to save && managing things now! D:

&& i miss so many people! D:
i have a sudden urge to go out with them ):

--

TMR! RED CROSS AGAIN!
STRICT MODE!
& yes i need to do the impt things! ._.

--

BYES!

2008-08-20T20:02:00.001+08:00

Have been really many many things lately on my mind!

batmintons the awsome thing!

the group - Zhen Han, Clifford, Eliot, Melvin, Jeremy has been really fun! :D

Played lan - CS ROCK! :D

loveREDCROSS! (:

2008-08-14T20:40:00.003+08:00

Hmm..

On Wednesday,

Cut hair with Zhen Han and Melvin.

Totally cool (:

--

Stayed back today, to have Evacuation Accred.
Seriously, i'm not sure whether it really was, cause i totally screwed it! D:
I like so didnt remember ALOT of things! D:
Hm.. tmr's having CCA!
Strict mode again! :D

BYES!

2008-08-11T18:50:00.002+08:00

lols.

today had project meeting.
Woke up at 7.30 ._.
bused and reached at about 9.05am.
(JY AH PRINCESS IN MUGGING! ^^)
everyone was there except Zhen Han.
lol, he was sms-ing me.

Zhen han had a direct bus & HE DID NOT TAKE THAT BUS! ._.
lol.

Ok so, went to macs.
i went to fetch zhen han.
after there, we stoned & talked.
mac air con sucked & so we went to basement 1

B1 had nothing ,_,
so wanted to go to popular.

popular not open & so we went to the footcourt.
dam, the footcourt now dam super uper style! :D
Played with the mini stones there.

like throughout bishan, everyone was stonning ._.

we then mrt-ed to toa payoh cause in the end had to go to clifford's house.
ate at the footcourt.
Tao Li came in 5th, everyone was like... "aiya, wasted!"
-___- come on people! ._.
At least she had the experience right? I'm still proud of her that she managed to enter the oliympics & the finals!
Like entering that needs a lot of effort can?

Anyway, i got scammed.
$3 for a SMALL cup of mango juice.
Mango juice = ICE+WATER+SYRUP+SMALL BITS OF MANGO!
-_-

went to clifford's house.
(his house dam nice can!)

did work there.
tard around too.
~_~

after that went to BK and ate.
tear up all the things lol!
cause don't wan the people to re-use. tsk tsk.

After that talked about like speech day for quite sometimes!
abt the screw ups and all ._.
then i took MRT to bishan back.

bought bread at bread talk (tmr's breakfast~ ^-^)
missed 53 so waited.

during the bus trip, saw geng zhan -__-
(LOL! YES I KNOW! HAHA!)

reached home.

sleeped.

now got work to do ._.
SIANZXZXZ! =.=

BYE!

2008-08-10T14:02:00.001+08:00

YESTURDAY.

went to get my eye check.
._. 25 degrees, so cant get glasses.
ohhh.

Had a great feast!
(:
& finally i had THAT BLACK PEPPER CRAB!
LOVELY!

CALEFARE is an extremely funny show! (:

2008-08-09T11:01:00.001+08:00

NATIONAL DAY IS TODAY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! <3

2008-08-09T10:26:00.013+08:00

Friday(8/8/08)

hoho!

---

today was NDP SCHOOL thing.
i screwed up. yes i so did.
#1. berhenti
#2. ta-hat-sediya
freakk. -_____-!! T__________T!!

anyway, the TRAINING && LOGISTICS departments were actually in NDP!
hahas!
quite cool. took group pics!
& again yes, i feel so proud of Red Cross! :D

---

ohoh!
and in my line, many 3E6 people (:
so it was,

[clifford]x[Gene]x[Eliot]x[someone]-----[Jerald]
lols, 3E6! ^-^ (:

---

Anyway, after that we had to wear our uniform the entire day.
AND! yes, Yangtse, he pumped quite a lot(:
dropped a lot of things, U.I TOTAALY FAIL! ._. etc etc.
We watched movie ._.
i don't know why lah, but seriously it is really lame.
after parade, the sec3s will all go watch movie.
Why cant they skip the movie?!
WHY? because... if there is no movie the day will be redundent.
BUT they cant make the day redundent.
SO? they let us watch movie to kill time.
LAME OR LAMER?! ._.
seriously, i mean cant the frekaing school at least plan something fun?
INSTEAD of watching movie? -_-

---

Anyway, after the PROGRAM for the secondary 3s =.=
some of the NCOs went out for NCO OUTING! :D
We went to PS.
camwhored at MACS!(:
cause Eugene Lee wanted to eat there.

SUPER DUPER CUTE MAG ICECREAM!(:

DEAR ADMIN!

(LOGISTICS AND TRAINING HEADS)

(TRAINING AND ADMIN HEADS!(:)

(ADMIN AND VICE CHAIR)

OK, so after at macs, we wanted to eat at pizza hut, but there was no freaking student price/offer! T_T
so, we went to some random jap shop!
YESYESYES! I love the DAM FREAKING SHOP!
I WANT ALL OF YOU SEEING THIS! TO GO TO PS, BASEMENT 1 AND SEE THE JAP SHOP! BUY FROM THEM TOO!
THEY ARE REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY AWESOME!

(phamphlet! now got 20% off! PLEASE GO THRERE AND BUY!)

(the lovely shop!)

(TAKE OUT! :D yes, all of it is all DA-BAO one.)

(the lovely auntie who was just lovely! shes really really friendly and nice!)

(my awesome tempura + beef set meal! - there wasn't this set, but the auntie said can mix and match! :D + its fiilling and YUMMY AND DELICIOUS!)

so we went to the "fountain" outside there to eat haha.
it was just lovely.
the wind, the food!
ARGH! AWESOME! (:

(Gene and Wenping!)

(all of us happy with our lunch! (:)

---

after that we went to macs for some yummy desert!

(me- choc milkshake, jerald- stawberry milkshake)

(weijue - chococone, wenping - rasberry cone)

---

so after that, we decided to go to action city and look around.
after that, we all went home.
jerald took the red line.
The 3 of us, took purple to serangoon.
haha it was super funny.
abt wenping being a car and drifting and such!
LOLS!
---

anyway it may be scary but, after i came back home i frekeaing sleeped!
2pm to 6pm.

---

anyway, got ready to go for wake.
went with family.

(LOVE THE MRT LIFE! <3)

---

AND YES! THE DAY ENDED! :D

BYES!

2008-08-07T19:32:00.002+08:00

HELLO.

today, there was a casulty, sprained ankle.
all the Red Cross was there to help! (:

(Really, after alll the red cross hq thingy and camp and all red cross associated thingy, i really feel super duper enthu for RED CROSS! :D)

haha, today had NDP training.
man i need to buck up! D:
tmr theres NDP, dam gotta wake up early! D:

seriously there are 2ppl dam irritating.
not wanting to say.

went back with jerald(who left half way), zhen han, clifford, eliot, jason chew.
haha totally talked and laughed with them!
talk abt so many things!
haha! really glad for all of us to say it out.

Ohhhs.
need ta prepare my unifrom for tmr!
(wearing GB! ^^)

._______________.

BYES!

Red Day (the pictures)

2008-08-07T19:24:00.005+08:00

Red Day (the Pictures)

-the group of sausages(not all there) and their lovely pressie from ma'am(:-

not ready for the pic o.o

HIGH SAUSAGES!(:

CHAIR AND VICE CHAIR OF THE SAUSAGES! :D

LAUGH-ing, HIGH-ing, RETARD-ing, SAUSAGE-ing SAUSAGES! <3

Clarence Sir and JingNi ma'am LOLS!

--

BYES!(:

character?

2008-08-05T20:29:00.002+08:00

totally random but just wanted to blog abt this,

I've got 3 characteristics!

#1. Quiet
#2. HIGH & RETARDED!
#3. Strict and serious.

So Quiet is really in the beginning of everything.

High and Retarded is in the middle, where i finally get to know everyone.

But yes at some times i can be really Strict and Serious.
Like when i'm in Red Cross, totally changed character.
haha, Maybe i've learned what the Sirs and Ma'ams do in HQ.

and yes! Zhen Han and WenPing did Agree that i have 3 SPLIT characteristics!
Scary - yes but true! (:

random(:
BYE!

ULP! Sausage Outing! (:

2008-08-03T20:58:00.005+08:00

Heeyo~

I slept at 1am on Friday, dam it.
Cause i was doing the unifrom, and preparing for the next day.
Elijah called, something about his uniform, haha glad to tell him who to approach haha.

OK!
so saturday..
Woke up at 6.00am.
Yup 5 hours of sleep! (:

So, took grapes and rushed of.
Was in MRT then Jerald Called saying he was at home!
LOL!
Anyway, reached kovan, saw boss and clinton yeo.
reached the tin collection area.
WTF! so much people! wait wait wait.
took it, then after that me, wenping, evan, jeremy hon when to the coffee shop.
I go down there alr, don't wanna eat so.. -___-
LianJie asked us to go lan, i couldn't so the rest went except wenping.

So, Wenping and me felt hungry so we went to yoshinoya.
He had the chicken chop (which was VERY SMALL, SCAM DE)
and i had my tipical beef-with-vegetables.
wanted to take pics but couldnt, phone sucked.

Called YangTse, asking where was he.
He was at Macs with Jerald.

Called YangTse again, he say he was coming to yokikaka (or smth like that)
LOL! yoshinoya become some other word ._.

haha! met up with YangTse and Jerald.
All four of us decided to go to serangoon for some flagging.
As usual YangTse DID turn him charm up, haha!
many people did buy flags from him. LOLs.

Me and Yangtse went to School.
Decided to get some money from the School people!
HAHA!
saw noor -_- ran!
Jerald and Wenping Came later.
Jiarui donated! ^-^ thanks!
Mr Raymond Ng too. (surprising, yes i know!)
We wanted to Find Mr tuang, but in the end couldn't.

Me and Jerald went outside the Red Cross Room to change.
Wow,Jerald's Unifrom dam nice!
haha, better then mine! ;P

After that said byebye to Wenping and YangTse,
then me and jerald went to catch a cab.
Thank god one came fast.
Took cab to kovan first, returned the tin with our Red Cross uniform.
The woman was like ee so light
WTF! -_-
she gave a cross! D: dam it ._.
but i think other people had crosses too hahaaha!
OH! and the guy lamely said, red cross will change to blue cross one day?
L-A-M-E ! ! ! ! -___________________________________________-
seriously WHAT THE FUG.

After that, we went to Compassvale sec. (Joyce's School ^^)
then..Called Lisa (she said she was 'there')
I thought 'there' was the school hahahaha!
But end up She was at the shopping mall there lols.

Saw Christine! HELLOS! (:
then there was this IJTP girl, asked about CT.
._________.

Saw Joyce! :D & Jingni Ma'am, Clarence Sir!
Later saw Lisa, WanJiun and Melissa.

haha.
saw Aqirah too! but very tehh one. >.>

At least most of the people were there!
Said Hi to some of them!(:

ZuoJia was Sick!
(Get well Soon! =D)

Hafizah couldn't come.
(Get well soon ok? always stay positive girl! ^^ the Sausages will always be behind you! <3)

Anyway, we rehearsed how to welcome the director, where was our postition etc.

Yes haha!
After that we had a break,
Haha, sort of treated lisa and WanJiun.
Haha WanJiun was dam funny, cause she had no straw so she drank the packet drink the wierd way.

Anyway, saw Elijah Sir.

OHOHOHOHOH!
Evonne Eng Ma'am Said my name as Genie ._.
WTF! dam PAISEH! cuase i had to walk to my spot.
T__________T :x

Talked with Melissa (along with Jerald)
about..
#1. LICHICHER (literature)
#2. What DOREMON eats! haha!
#3. My Horrible Chinese -_-

Ohoh! i also managed to asked some questions about the badges too! ^_^!

Anyway, had to ceremony.
Recived my cert!
Took a Pic!

OHOh! i met a new person,
QianYo's Laugh Partner? LOL, (her Chinese is gooood!)

Anyway.
CLapped... blablabla...
Then me and Melissa laughed cause like the EmCee said that there were refreshments at the canteen, we both laughed that there won't be anymore cause got so many people ._. by the time we went down, NO MORE! XD

The Senior something something, came to talk to us about the badges
joked around!
haha!
REally Fun!

Ok... so we recieved our certs, (in an envolope)
Me and Melissa was sooo nervous.
haha kept couting down.
In the end.... WE PASSED! YES! WE PASSED!

-I PASSED UNIT LEADERS PROGRAM!-

YAY!(:

ohoh, i'm going to go a little of topic here but.
I just read up the qualifications to be Senior Warrent Officer.
And I WILL/MUST WORK TO BECOME A SWO!

#1. SFA
#2. passed ULP
#3. 3 silver, 2 bronze incentive badges!

I already have 1 and 2.
I need 3 now!
i already have 2 bronze incentive badges! (TD, FD)
i need 3 silver now ...
i;m aiming for, Service, Evac (cause Joshua Accreding us) and fund raising.

I MUST REALLY TRY TO GET SWO!
I WILL WORK FOR IT!
on the other hand, Studies do come first!
so JIAYOU! SWO AND STUDIES AND RED CROSS! :D

ok back to the topic,
So i heard all sausages passed!
(:

oh haha! Thanks ma'am for the lovely gift! :D

GRats! we took some pics and we all got high again.
hahaha.

So Wanjiun and aqirah had to leave first! (sad but at least we had a group shot!)

We went to Compasspoint and had loads of fun!
Like seriously!

Joyce, mel, lisa and me went and shop around.
Went to a card shop (cant remember the name), action city, mini toons, pop.
haha!

We were tired and so we settled down at some corner!
LOL!
Mel's laughter is contagous!
Laugh and Laugh and Laugh!
I also laughed!
LOL! talked about random things! (:

After that we decieded go pop to find things,
Met Sir and Ma'am there!
haha! (not suppose to be there!)

Anyway, we went to the "toilet". Yup!
we took the lift down,
Lisa triped and triped and SPLAT on the back of the lift! ahahaha!
after that we went to breadtalk and bought the cake (:
Went to another shop and joyce bought ang ku kueh, haaha!

After that we settled down in Pizza hut.
Had so much fun!
the cake, the PC, the shoe!, the "awwww..." thingy too.
LOLS! (:
laughed and laughed!

Mel had to leave earlier!

After eating and laughing.

We went out, clarence sir left too.

We went to the sculture park.
So many kids there, like the kids bully us, unitl we dont wanna go to the park haha!
so we sat at some nice walkway with benches.
Talked, STONED!

yesyesyes!

haha after that we took mrt, i went for cat class.

so end of sausage outing!

Cat class was soooo sleepy!
kept closing my eyes -______-

ohoh!
My dad fell at some longkang, then had a dam deeeeep wound.
I treated him(:

Slept at 12am -_-

hoho.

Now gotta do my report.
dam!
gotta collect the pics from lisa too!
haha byes! (:

LOVELY TIME!

2008-07-31T22:22:00.002+08:00

this week has been crazy!
monday meeting.
Tueday training.
Wednesday training file!
thursday NCO games.
Friday training.

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so fast!

and and!

PEOPLE ARE LOVING MY HANDPHONE BODYGUARD!

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YES I KNOW!
its cookie monster! :D

haha.
its so dam cute.
Jeth has Elmo!

ok!
byes!
tmr have training ._.

Training..Many things!

2008-07-26T13:43:00.003+08:00

Hello people!

Friday Training was ok!
strict!
haha yes i know i'm very strict.

there are 2 main things which are on my mind right now.

Studies:
- i got to start studying
- Exams are coming
- Many MAny subjects (ALL) i am very weak in!

>English
>Chinese
>Chemestry
>Physics
>E maths
>Literature
>Social Studies
>History
>POA

- i DONT WANT TO RETAIN!
- I NEED TO AT LEAST GET A C6 FOR ALL MY SUBJ! (i dont think that i can get for all T_T)
- I NEED TO DO WELL IN MY CA TO PULL ME UP
- I NEED TO DO WELL IN MY ENGLISH
- I NEED TO FOLLOW MY REVISION SCHEDULE
- I NEED TO DO ALL MY H/W

my parents keep thretening me, if i don't make it.
i'l have to pull out frome verything : Sch, Red Cross, SLC!

fuck. fuck fuck.

some how like after the exams, i am like giving up on myself.
I need to motivate myself to do well!
Please God please help me!
Please remind me to concentrate!
D:
PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!
PEOPLE PLEASE LIKE REMIND ME TO STUDY!
TELL ME HOW TO MOTIVATE MYSELF!!

RED cross:
- i cant be so in to red cross
- i need to space out/priotitise
- i need to pull myself together
- i need to be less strict?
- i need to accomplish what i want!~
- i want to change some things
- why are there so little trainings left?
- we must co-operate

dam!
so manythings, so stressfull!
i wish i can be a super kid!

D:

i really want to do well in everything!
meaning i need to juggle, meaning i need to learn how to!

Please do pray for me! :D

ohoh.. T_T

long awaited photos!

2008-07-24T21:09:00.002+08:00

Bleh!
these are the photos, so try to decipher..
haha.

WOW !_!

finally an outing! :D

2008-07-24T20:40:00.002+08:00

Just to let ya'll know!
Physics test for me was a screw.
i'll get 5/20.
trust me.

Red Cross Training is ending SOOOOO fast.
T.T
not fair!

and i do hope i can go for CRD.

hahas, i'm not going for silver accred.
T_T haix, nbm.

Chemestry was ok! but dam got A LOT OF MISTAKES.
t.t

TODAY, the SLC investiture, new ones came, old ones step down.
JY SLC! ^.^

really man, time is flying so fast!
SA2s are coming, Os Going to COME!
T.T

i really gotta study!
Please do remind to study yea! :D

ok so today, went out with jeth bestie :D

OH OH! HAHA! MARK TAY, SAW ME AND EUGENE LEE, WE RAN AND RAN AWAY FROM HIM XD.
MUST USE WHAT ELIJAH SIR TAUGHT US..
THE.. HEY! TEACHER LOOKING FOR YOU.. THEN *RUNS* TOGETHER XD.

went with Eugene Lee to go and collect the cap badges, the person really give that du lan face dam fucker. (the person suppose to give the badge) zzz, he just like dam fucker.

Anyway! :D

went to plaza to meet jeth! (:

bought dad's prezzie, went to buy new handphone friend! :D
COOKIE MONSTER! ^^

then after that went and buy my skinnies! YES I KNOW! FINALLY!
THANKS JETH!
haha did call Andy and Wenping too. Dam Funny.

After that we went back ps, talk talk, and i did have my mocha freppe :D
i love love love it! :D

after that we went to serangoon,
went to the N&B shop there eat tou hui.
nice lah!

Jeth ah, with you quick recovery k? [8

Waited with jeth until his bus came!
haha luckly we had this outing day to bond together! :)

Anyway.. Had a great time today!

Tmr has Red Cross, dam -_-"
weeks are passing far too fast! D:

omg SLOW DOWN! D;

** oh oh! and during lit, THY was dam funny when she scold ppl, dma fast ._.
and the com lap 2 or 1 has new LAPTOPS! wow! yes haha! its dam nice, although laggy at times!

-will try to post pics if mua is free-

tatas! :D

shiiiiiit tmr got POA test ._.
i also neeta do English ._."

PHEW

2008-07-21T22:30:00.003+08:00

PHEW!
haha!

Just done the Red Cross unit Blog.
It is certainly Stunningly sexy i tell you ;P

Today, had red cross meeting!
wow like finally have a proper meeting, we still do need to work together as one and co-operate more!
jyjy batchmates :D

tmr there is training & its fd.
wow. yes i know.

I really want my unit to improve and be really really good!
so yea! JYJY :D

took some retarded pics today, so when i'm free i'll post it up.

have to say some thanks and a 'are you alright' to luke! xD
jyjy ok luke?

there is going to be the RCCRD on 2nd august, GAWD! the moment of truth><
really do hope i can pass ULP ;O

test test test! all coming coming coming!
dam , need ta juggle!
good lukc on me for that.

well today, was racial harmony day.
a mr singh gave a talk!
really nice and sexy yea.
RED turban summore.
haha!!

yes! maybe you can tell (if you're pro)
that i'm speeeeed blogging.
its cool.

wow.

going to be a super busy week!

must press on with all the stress! :D

JYJY!
haha.

yes wow, i did this in like 5min ._.

CHEERS! [:

2008-07-20T12:07:00.001+08:00

hoho!
change of command parade was great!
but sorry no pics! D:

But i will take pics with all my NCOs now! :D

haha!

43th batch of NCOs!

now, wad i'm frighten is that i have to juggle many things now!
& i gotta concentrate on my studies too apart from red cross.

oh God do help me and guide me to the right path!

SGT GENE LEE
TRAINING OVERALL IN-CHARGE.

:D

2008-07-17T20:29:00.001+08:00

HO!HO!
TOMORROW! is going to be a big day! :D
wooooooooot :D

2008-07-08T20:31:00.002+08:00

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!

Today was soooo tiring!

ohoh!
i think i've learn the art of doing work when i'm free.
or maybe not.
but indeed GENE is trying! (:

things i must DO!:
i must really prioritise everything,
not do things last minute
do time management!
able to speak what is on my mind - and it appears CLEARLY!

training schedule, ok.
but i have to do a lot of things for training, its ok.
but i still do need to get the hang of it! :/

man... tests are coming up!

oh!
and grats to the new EXCO team of SLC (:

i think God really helped me, in what i should do and what i should not!
its the long term effect.. (:

MAN! I WANT MY BADGES! D:
jy lah Eugene Lee, i want my badges -.-

today, did pumping or rather, stayed in pumping position for abt 30min?
T_T
dam pain! D:
no welfare.. wtf...
but did managed to learn things,
now we MUST be super duper alert in the things to do!
we want to do the best for RED CROSS!!
GO 43TH BATCH OF NCOS-TO-BE.
XD.

**OHOH! THANKS LUKE FOR HELPING ME IN TYPING FOR ONE OF THE FILES I HAD TO DO!
THANKS!! ^^

ok back..

after the very hand pain, tiring, sweating pumping position, was footdrill.

*MANY FUCKS are going to appear! (: *

OK.... FUCK!
WTF, I HAD TO ARGUE WITH GEORGE, JUST BECAUSE WHY?
I NEEDED TO GO HOME!
ZZZZZZZZZZ! MY PARENTS ARE LIKE FREAKING ZZZ ABT RED CROSS ALR, AND HE STILL WANTED ME TO CALL MY MUM TO POSPONE MY TUITION?!
WTF -,-
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ, HE REALLY JUST LOVES TO MAKE LIFE DIFFICULT FOR YOU! ONE SMALL MATTER, STILL WANT TO ARGUE, FUCK IT!
I REALLY LIKE WANTED TO TELL MR PANG ABT GEORGE, HE BACKED OFF ABIT, WHEN I TOLD HIM WHETHER I SHOULD ASK MY MUM TO WRITE A LETTER TO MR PANG CONCERNING THIS.
THIS IS THE MOST FUCK DAY.
NOW, SERIOUSLY UNDERSTUDY MUST BE AFTER SCH?!
GEORGE SACRIFISE, SO WHAT?!
WTF... I HAVE HAD MUCH MORE QUARELS WITH MY PARENTS JUST BECAUSE OF RED CROSS,,
AND! HE STILL WANTS TO SAY... POSTPONE YOUR TUITION BECAUSE OF THIS FOOTDRILL -.-
I NEED TO GO HOME, I MADE IT CLEARLY! HE STILL... -.-
FUCK YOU GEORGE, THE BIGGEST FUCK SHIT I'VE EVER KNOWN.
THE REASON WHY I'M DOING THIS BECAUSE I'VE TOLERATED ENOUGH OF FUCKING SHIT OF YOU.
MAN! FDI RIGHT YOU? DRAG FEET SUMMMORE? LEG TO HEAVY AR GEORGE?
ZZZZZZZZZZZZ. YOU JUST MAKE MY LIFE HORRIBLE.
NOW, I HAVE TO LEARN THE COMMANDS FROM EUGENE BECAUSE I NEED TO LEAVE EARLY.
ZZZZZZZZZZZ.
SMALL MATTER WANT TO BLOW IT UP.
SMALL MATTER STILL WANT TO ARGUE.
YOU LOVE TO WIN ISIT?
IF YOU HAVE A BUSY SCHEDULE, THEN NBM!
I'LL FIND WAYS TO LEARN.ZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
RMB... YOU NEVER GO ACCRED HOR!
ALL YOU DO IS JUST FOR YOURSELF..
SOME SELFISH BITCH.

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!

wow.. managed to really grill!! D:
feel a lil better.
but still i still hate him.
i dont think he cares, i also dont
when i see him, he makes me wanna quit red cross! and have no interest for fd.
-.-

oh man! one of my evtremely horrible days or red cross day.!

angry!
Gene D:

to the rest: i'm ok lah, its just some ppl who are like that which are always screwing ppl's life up. its pissing ok!
but still, wad i said is in my opinion or what i have exp.

anyways...
BYE!

2008-07-07T17:19:00.002+08:00

hey ppl! :D
at qirong's house now blogging, usinging his super mini laptop! ^^
dam kawaii <3

we're doing chemestry IPW,
we retarded and such!
did youtube, laugh!, maple!

haha, qirong's mum managed to reconise me!
LOL! must be because last time i recommended to her the dentist that i went to.

Anyway.. last week was xiong! @_@

did ulp - practically kinda screwed! did things like very last min, many things were bad!
wenping folowed us!
thanks wenping!
i really do hope that i pass, jerald too!
>
Things at red cross now.. ok!
did learn many things, and we really do need to bond ourselves, everyone too!
red cross needs a freakin bonding session!
gambate!
we have many things that we wanna change, so we really must work hard!
Like we wanna make the lesson more interesting!
make the training more interesting, make our cadets more pro!
really must have some brainstorming session with the sec3s.

i just found out, luke and igy kor, were long lost friends? yup!
really funny!
hit my back! shuffle my hair, T_T
haha but two of them are really nice! (:

oh@ now my saturdays are like very pack@
in the morning - H/W + revision
afternoon - tuition
dinner - mass + cat class.

no time to go out@ D:

sorry ah sausages@ i dont think i can go for the 12th outing, but i'll do my best at the shirt k?

wow and yea, grantaunt gave me like a lot of money... not that much! but i'm happy abt it.

i also have footdrill training, i really am quite in to footdrill (:

oh red cross, our unit is now having out pop on 18th T.T
long... but i dont know how the pop will be like.
small unit how to have pop.

now manythings on my mind!
- IPW
- RED CROSS
- ULP
- H/W
- REVISION

oh gawd! please help me! =]

ok.. now maybe TRY to do project with everyone hasha!

(i managed to blog because everyone was playing maple)

haha!

* dam! i still now got h/w to do! ><

must chiong when i come back home tonight@

byes! (:

2008-06-28T22:45:00.002+08:00

hello ppl!

time and prioritising!
this are the two i need to buck up! :D

oh!
i've no time to do EX NU,FAD many other things that i have to do on the com!
cause my parents really limit my usage!
):

why are parents so unreasonable?

haix!

anyway.. fri..
had red cross!

managed to do a little of NCOs work :D
felt gooood kayy.
Joshua really helped A LOT!
cause i taking over him mah haha!

SGSSRCY unit NEEDS to buck up!
all the sec3s have MANY things to imput!
cant wait!
xD

jyjy!~

haha!

ohoh! thx luke for giving me GREAT advice!
thanks so much luke! :DD
<3

oh and thanks yang tse for him helping in my maths =x
last min after red cross!
haha!

so many thigns to do!
jy gene!

*please pray for the friend in jerald's blog everyone.
go to his blog and see abt the post on his friend!

jy gene!
hope parents DO allow you to do work on com! D:

byees!:D

2008-06-23T21:39:00.002+08:00

Tagged by calyn

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
C) Continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
break! simple! although i'll be very broken ):

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
many many things! i've said it all to GOD! (:

#3. What will your dream wedding to be like?
A grand yet simple one.

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
DUH! i'm blur! or shd i say naive haha!

#5. What's your ideal lover like?
HER? or better? ;x

#6. What is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved by someone! (damit i freakin done this quiz ler -.-)

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
as long as my heart says.. GO FOR IT GENE!

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
see her secretly from a distance, haha no lah! make friends and be like that lor! i mean there is like nothing to change wad.

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
MANY 0,0

#10. Is being tagged fun?
ok lah, for appropriate things.

#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
-_- a teacher! :D I HOPE! @#@$@#%#@^%$

#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
FAMILY, FRIENDS, B3!

#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
lol, i dont wanna say (:

#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
have no idea, just a simple life will do (:

#15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
open my eyes

#16. Would you give all in a relationship?
see how.

#17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
see who i really do love

#18. What type of friends do you like?
friendster! or you just talk to any of my good friends, you'll find out!

#19. What type of friends do you dislike
friendster states.

ok so anyone wanna do this quiz.just do it if you're free!
byes!

wow.. i posted a lot today.. x.x

2008-06-23T21:36:00.002+08:00

ohoh!

jy to all my friends ok?
must jy in everything!
whether times are down or not!
you must jy!

jy ppl! (:

2008-06-23T21:36:00.001+08:00

ohoh!

jy to all my friends ok?
must jy in everything!
whether times are down or not!
you must jy!

jy ppl! (:

2008-06-23T21:35:00.003+08:00

see people!
how busy i have been during my hols!

thats an excuse for not doing many things i guess?

haha.

but still, today is the back to school day.

sian lol.

yup.

nothing much today, had some red cross meeting.

Saw how the NCOs do it.
like WOW!

haha.

REALLY GOTTA LEARN MANY MANY MANY THINGS! ):

JY GENE!