hii guys!

today was a really nice but DEPRESSING day for me.

Eugene talked to me yea bt *ahem* . hehe thx ^^
feel more assured now [:

fianlly got our class tee (: , nice rite? (back view)



***oh ya! thx denise for all the support, same to you luke! (:
you two are like the ones giving the most support ^^
thx guys! it is really my hornour being your friend (=

anyway...

recieved my chemestry test ~
my god, 8/20 =.="
i REALLY REALLY REALLY GOT TO buck up on my chem ler!
jiayous! :D

then during recess , met igy kor then talk talk talk was finiding luke.
then luke was upstairs lols!
anyway he gave me a present (:
really sweet cause he knows i'm mr poor so he gave me the handphone top up thingy!
wah mr luke, soo exp! ><
i'll use it after everything happens bah (':

after recess was maths!
i got a 18/20 again lols ^^
so my ca now 90% WOOTS! 2nd in class :O
thx uncle _ _ _ _ _ _ (: you helped so much! x3

got back chinese results -.-
20/50 damit lah! zzz i still dun wanna give up on chinese jiayou! <3
my overall ca is like 37% LOL TT
must really buck up ! ^.^

oh yea then during chinese the teacher was like in her bitchiest mode =.="
she kept everyone back until like 3.25pm?!
zzz! she SHOUTED, SCREAMED, wad else? more bitchy stuff lah (:
but hell yea! she really is disgusting, having this mao bing!
God bless her =.=!

anyway, thank god wen ping wait for me and jerald!
thx wenping (:
we ate ice cream then settled for a quick bite.
after that went back home.

at home i was doing my poa then suddenly my mum knocked on my door,
she was crying..
she said that the nurse called her and that notified that ayi was detorating,
she was heading to unconciousness.
this would also meant that ayi would die very very soon.
like maybe in 1 or 2 days time or even tonight )=.
i cried ]: , haix, ayi was sooo close to me!

like what denise & luke said, i think that yea God's plan for this to come & something will be postive & i should trust in the lord.

Lord, now please take her back peacefully now! let everyone of us accpet her death & that she may rest in peace.

after i finished my work (some only haha) then i went to take my dinner,
i didn't really talk, i didn't even tell mum i had 2nd in class and that my ca was 90%, my mind was seriously sad.

haix, my father & mum comforted me, saying that she would finally be eased of her suffering & it was destinied like everyone had visited her. before today, so it was like the last visit ):

my father and mum went to see my ayi for the last time i guess , ayi still doesn't talk but still i can sense she only sleeps where she haix accpeted her fate & calmed down, i remember telling ayi that God sayed to me ( i can somehow talk to God SERIOUSLY! i have this gift but i don't know whether some is true but apparently all the things were true) about that once ayi fianlly calms and settles everything, God will then call her back. i think it is true, she seems rather calm now, (':

anyway,, my popo is in my house now taking care of us.
just now i went out of my room to take a drink and then she said that it is really a pity that ayi has to leave, like it is soo sudden & that no one could actually detact anything. popo also said that ayi "teng" me very much where she used to make food for me, bring me out, and like she done so many good things to me.
i could really sense the sadness in popo, i guess everyone is sad yea. ):

haix,, okok i gota go ler~ bb (':

OH YES! i almost forgot!
i bought this ticket from the hospice when i visited ayi that sunday.
i only bought 1 but its $10 i cant make it so i'm like giving it free.
i only have 1 so FCFS yea xD,
details : 18 may sunday, 10am - 5pm, SJI(I) @ 490 thomson ad

yea.. so here wad it looks like (:



okok hahas, bye byes (':
sobs ><