Hey Ya'll! (:

I HAVE FINALLY CREATED A FACEBOOK ACCOUNT.
fact is, i DONT KNOW A THING about it, so please help and guide me along!
hahaha.

many problems, but i've started to be humble (i hope)
ever since ash wednesday, did reflected and yeah learned some things (:

right now... its RC & STUDIES.

and OMG! O levels are getting closer and closer!!
like within a few days and were entering the MARCH MONTH.

OMG LOR.

so scary!!

tmr there's red cross! and hell yeah i hope everyone will be up to expectations!

alrighty!

byee!

i guess its really true, a person cannot have no troubles in a day.
whether friend or family, its always one up and the other down.

Its really hurting and dissapointing! WHY? like N** still behave like that?! CANT OUR U*** be like the one in 1993? CANT IT?! SO IRRITATING CAN. slowly being motivated, BUT things must happen.

like today have omg 6 free periods + no assembly.
awwsome lor :D must remember.
[GENE LOVES 25/2/09 - TUESDAY ] - to some extand
BUT something must happen... hais! dont worry A, its the other person i'm dissapointed with.

hmmm, tmr's LONG DAY. i hope theres mass in sch, if not must go to church. urgh =\

trying to embrace the O level year. its so stressfull ):

*managed to do the PPT with Zheng Han! Thanks Zheng Han! :D
*Interview...LOL shoot like crazy =\ then they stone.
*OMG! i'm really hopping that something happens that makes me really really really happy!

bye.

Labels: tired with so much of worries

helllo.

had flag day on saturday.

hmm... met zheng han at first in MRT then went to douby ghaut and met clinton.
after which clinton me and cleon went to the mall (i forgot)
and yeah played L4D DAM NICE GAME :D

later met up with guan hua, dexter, bryan, jeremy, and some other people (forgot!)

yeah went to max tune. stayed there to see and then at the last part played -.-
which i lost, lost the feeling or rather the driving skills i once had lah.
but yeah did learn a lot from all the pros there.

cleon's a pro! :D

Anyway, after that returned our tins, met up with siang long and then ate at some china shop which used china maggee noodles with dam nice char siew and dumplings.

it looked professional yet unprofessional.

haha

Anyway! that was flag day.

just to ask whether if you're really good with friends then parent's relationship will go down. cause it happned to me, my mum was like @#$#$^#$ all the way! and omg! how am i going to tell her i have yc camp?! so hard T_T

and i need majour tips and helps to bring up the entire unit, beginning to let go i think cause trust andy more :D but yeah, the entire unit needs help in terms of training in lessons.!! so scary! (!!!!)

and just a trivia which is on my mind, why is there recession when there is inflation? its like so irritating lor.

hais, anyway still got work to do!

RIGHT....
thanks for all that consoled me! :D

Anyway, really retarded in class and anyone that takes literature - OFF CENTRE

I HEARTS EMILY GAN (: FOR REAL AWSOME AND FUNNY CHARACTER! XD

alrighty!

well, i guess people change, but i also know that individual changes and so its all about moving on with life i guess, new things and new life! but still the closest will forever be with you.

OKAY FDC.

-.- the cadets i think really need to practice A LOT. myself need to be less spastic during trainings. but honestly, i just got out of my hang over for FDC.
thats why i'm blogging.
anyway, on a side note. CONGRATS TO SAUSAGES WHO PARTICIPATED IN THE FDC! WHAT EVER THE RESULT THE SAUSAGES ARE PROUD OF YOU! (:
kay, so right back to FDC. both parties really need to change like the entire system i think. cause i believe that once the NCOs change then things would be better? i'm on better terms with andy now i guess! TRAINING DEPARTMENT RULEZ. haha cause of some things lah but yeah much better :D so i guess now its the BATCH 0809 that needs to really step up and unite and yeah plan for better things i guess?

the cadets learn from us, thats what i believe lah, but also the cadets need to really step up in attitide and almost everything? cause they behaving well can also be motivational to the NCOs and yeah i guess a better unit.

right now, i'm going to try to dignose to problem and yeah hopefully the unit SOMEHOW OR ANOTHER can get back on track and really show the true zai ness of SGSS RCY! (: tips anyone? haha. FOR REAL.

anyway, i'm easily irritated i guess , cause of this one person F IRRITATING. dont want to eleborate lah but honestly. YOU SUCK. KEEP !@#$$%$&$%^#$ and blaming! and URGH VOMIT BLOOD. -

TESTS and results have come! omg! and the O levels are drifting closer and closer! hais! really need to start intensifing stuff. sheesh, i need GOD and everyone! (:

oh well yeah thats what is currently on my mind OHOH! i also have a conclusion, if i come back home, i manage to sleep and then i study better! haha hoho!

anyways byes! && looking forward to SAUSAGE OUTING! (:

another side note : THE BITCH I TALKED ABOUT IS TOTALLY COPYRIGHTED (: HOHO.

kay, another thing also is SGSSRCY. hais, the morale now like very low. just cant wait for FDC to finish, then a lot of things can start to fall in place already. HAIS! the unit needs to WAKE UP ! and start being enthu cadets and NCO so both can make the training more enjoyable.

ONE MAIN THING I NEED TO BLOG TODAY.


IS ABOUT HER.

dont be fooled by her smile. OUT COMES OUT HER CHARACTER OMG! IRRITATING, PISSING, UNREASONABLE. 48 YEAR OLD BITCH.

our fault that you cannot finish your lesson meh?
so we must stay back BECAUSE you didnt finish your lesson.
shows something about your lesson planning , after being in the teaching line for what? about 20 years?

you hit people like nobody business, yes i know you have our welbeing at heart, BUT SERIOUSLY THIS IS NOT THE WAY. SO IRRITATING.

THIS WOMAN HITed me with the paper today, like really irritingly disturbingly, not pain lah, but a lot of force. IF we were not in school, i would have FOUGHT BACK. but i didnt, cause SLC MAH!

OH! LOVES TO PICK ON SLC RIGHT? I BET YOU WERE A HORRIBLE STUDENT, ENGLISH SO @!##$.

unreasonable, hitting people when you're in PMS PERIOD. ihateyou lor. SCOLD SCOLD SCOLD SCOLD! WE'RE NOT YOUR SOME FUCKED UP CHILDREAN GOD-DAM IT. anyhow hit here hit there. Get your stupid English proper before you come and lecture us.

AND YES I KNOW YOU ADMITTED YOU WERE A JINX, can make people die under you.

talk about being a GOOD TEACHER.

oh just on trivia side, this bitch can really make people HATE HER. people like said FUCKED to her MANY TIMES. so irritating.

the lesson depends on you, whether you're in a good mood or not.
having TWENTY YEARS OF EXPERIENCE! CANT EVEN TREAT THE RESULTS THING COOLY. TYPING THE RESULTS ALSO SO DAM STRESSED OUT! and what! blame it on us?!

FUCKER.WHORE.

YOU SHOULD JUST DIE! HONESTLY, I'LL RATHER SOMEONE ELSE THAN YOU. ALWAYS BLAMING, PUSHING THE BLAME, NEVER LISTEN TO US, ALWAYS LISTEN TO YOURSELF. WHORE LOR. NO NOT EVEN WHORE CAUSE THE'RE BETTER THAN YOU. YOU DEEP LOSER CHINESE SHIT.

IRRITATING.


YES PEOPLE, you see this woman here, think of all the evil things she has done. EVIL THIGNS. she will die a horrible death i tell you. URGH!

-.-

bye.

Labels: fucked up whore

HAHA, just read some of my entries, interesting lah.
comparing it to my life RIGHT NOW.

TOTALLY DIFFERENT.
):

NOT FAIR AT ALL LOR.

ANYWAY, hmm IM NOT DEAD. just that there are many things on my mind.
until i'm organised internally then i'll blog, but come to think of it, if i start blogging on whats on my mind, then... MY MIND MAY BE ORGANISED HAHA!

okok, so i do know that i've missed out like the majour events.

like the CNY, countdown, CNY PARTY, school starting, CCA. but yeah. i'm not really going to blog about it cause honestly, one, i cant remember, two i'm too lazy to blog about it, and yeah three only wanna blog whats on my head. so yeah LOOK FOWARD i guess.


[confirmation 2008 picture - MY CLASS]
ok sheesh, that was totally random, haha thought a picture would spark of the blog although its like dam random can -.-

KAY.

OH SHIT HAHA! FEEL LIKE BLOGGING ABOUT THE EVENTS.
HMMM, okay brief only ahh..

countdown party - not sure whether i blogged about it. but 31 jan all of us (me, estelle, kimberley, adriana, aaron, patrick) went to carol's house, house warming or gathering. played some games. ate home made macaroni. swim (NOT ME). yeah. after which we went to van's house. ate saparano or sapirano GOD DAM, I DONT KNOW HOW TO SPELL IT! HAHA! but its super chao ji dam nice food lor! the best of the best HA! lol.
anyway played monopoly, bla bla, then watch tv - strike midnight! happy new year thingy~ and yeah, estelle's dad drove me back, cause i was too scared to go back home, cause van kept scaring me during the movie - a SCARY one summore T_T

so then there is CNY - NOTHING TO TALK ABOUT. TYPICAL, EATING, ANG BAO-ING, GAMBLING, TALKING.

BUT MY RECORD SO FAR LAH. - 4 rounds of steamboat! (: && lost a fucking hell of $36 cause of blackjack. (':

OHOH! HAHA MA'AM'S BDAY - so we all called ma'am (ALL SAUSAGES) conference, wished her happy birthday and spastic-ed around haha. funny luh! the sausages still veh united! ^^

ALRIGHTY, hmm.. CNY PARTY at van's house again, wah the father cook the prawn noodles is dam zai lor! dam nice! ((: - really a thumbs up for that.

OKAY DONE -.-

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KAY SO THINGS ON MY MIND.

lay it down in little terms first, RC, FDC, SAUSAGES, NCO PROB, STUDIES, REVISION, O LVL, FAMILY, FRIENDS, TIRED.

RC - SGSSRCY needs to really buck up, everything is like really messed up, no matter how hard we try right, nothing like goes right lor. no matter how i want the unit to be super duper perfect, also cannot. so irritating. hais, problems i think we should settle first - which jason is doing lah. and now i'm feeling so sian of it, the morale of our unit (personal feelings) is really quite low.

FDC- OMG! after so many trainings, cadets performance going down already. so depressing. then summore, if we carry on right, then comfirm cannot make it to at least the middle, will be like one of the last few. honestly its really depressing because we've been through so much, still like that -.-
then jason and jerald are giving their positions to let other cadets get experience, SO COMPASSIONATE RIGHT. WOW. >.>

SAUSAGES - HEY SAUSAGES! ): MISS YA'LL LOADS! THERE MUST/WILL BE A SAUSAGE OUTING AT THE LATER END OF FEB, I THINK ONCE FDC FINISH THEN MUST CELEBRATE EVERYONE'S BIRTHDAY. YEAH. HAHA ALL THE BEST SAUSAGES.

NCO PROB - alot of things going on in the NCOs, currently jason is settling it. but like the basic things as NCOs such as being enthu, knowing how to teach/making the lesson interesting, is really not in our NCOs. we need to go through training! comfirm chop stamp one. irritaing, like all of us not UNITED contrasting it to other CCAs, hopefully jason will get to the bottom of the matter and yeah, finally everything will be resolved. -,- hais.

STUDIES - sian studies, not motivated to do my work AT ALL. so many probs happening but its O LEVEL YEAR, so must do. pissing -,- but anyway, i think i can cope ONLY FOR SOME SUBJECTS, OTHERS ALL BUANG -.- must really come out with a way to put it right! :D

REVISION - OMG! i've not been following my schedule keep procastinating. stupit Gene lor . lols COME ON GENE! DO THE DAM REVISION!

O LVL - ITS O LEVEL YEAR - STRESS STRESS STRESS everything, everywhere , OMG everyone's stress. really hope i dont break down.

FAMILY - gladly to say, my relation ship with my parents are getting better, not like last time where i wanted them to die everyday. haha, but now its getting better. Thanks Lord! (:

FRIENDS - damit, i keep getting bullied in school, but its all for fun and laughter sake? are they still considered my friends after doing this to me? the friends that i had or formed in sec 2 some are still, others have changed. isit me or isit some really do change until you have no relation at all to that "friend" whatsoever. its quite sad lah, but i guess life still must go on. hopefully the friend issue will be better lah. but i do know who are my friends - well at least FOR NOW.

TIRED - i think i'm dam old and fat lah, everday also dam super tired CAN! sleepy, not focusing, lost my drive and enthusiasm, spastic-sm is dieing down. OH KNOW! WHATS HAPPENING ):

WELL YEAH! i think i covered what i should have covered.

OHOH! hmm, comments by teachers : good boy, but need to start practicing the subjects in order to see results. WOW. lols.

OHOH! today had meeting, after that met estelle at kovan, bought pressie then went to church for mass, after which had a little briefing/session for make up on YC. after that went home with daniel kor. yeah.

OHOHOH! MY FUCKING HANDPHONE , the battery cover is missing. dam sad lor. my entire phone is falling apart, but yet my parents dont want to buy me a new handphone ): DAM SAD.!!!!

ALRIGHTY! TMR THERE'S 3 PERIODS OF FMN, GG LER (: then FDC training, hopefully the cadets are going to give their best in everything they do. i'm going to join them haha! yes yes yes.

and finally, after everything that i've said. i'm glad to say everything, but don't feel organised in my mind leh, like after a bit more,i think my mind will get organised yes.

LOL.

dam bloody long post -.-

okay toodles.

Labels: FINALLY EVERYTHING SAY LOR

OKAY.
DAMIT, I'M NOT DEAD :/

right, have not been blogging for a really SUPER SUPER DUPER DUPER LONG TIME. yes i know, important things also never blog.

hmm, its just too much on what i've been seeing and what's actually happening.

well SCHOOL, STUDIES, RC, PERSONAL LIFE.

MANY THINGS.

i cant really say it out.

i guess once i get it planned out i'll really go back to blogging.

anyway, toodles.

hais, COMPLICATED.