i just saw a indian gay couple while walking back home.
interesting.

i've woken up!
&& i will try to push away those mixed shits!

lazy to blog about friday.

xia qi ba! (:

SAs in one week ):

OK.
School ended early.
then went to

LOL.
wanted to blog but ended up facebooking.
OMG FACE BOOKING IS FREAKING FUN :D

haha.

i'll blog about friday another day!

is it like freakin obvious?
i don't know.
but i can't help but have so many emotions and thinkings.
ITS HARD.
fucking hard.

sheesh.

AOP today.
one word.
dissapointed.
we up our expectations for reach AOP
but the same standard given.
what can i say?

--

SAs are coming.
its so freaking scary.

My life is upside down.
so many things happening.
WHY cant everything go back to something where it is at the very least DECENT.
freakk it.

bye.
zzz.

i love LADY GAGA :D

-.-
and bloody fuck chicken nugget.
scandals.
yupp, into one now.
fuck!

):

studying, I NEED MOTIVATION.
DAMMIT, i'm like super behind time && like SAs are coming in two weeks!

Sheesh!
need to buck up ):

and OMG.
SWWEEEEEEEEEEET stuff make one goes highhhhhhhhhhhh :D

had speech day on saturday.
FORTH year.
old already.
so was quite sian.
FINALLY IT ENDS.

haha ran and rushed for chinese tuition.
in the end did mock paper -.-

anyway,
i'm having LOADS OF MIXED FEELINGS.

SO MUCH TO THINK ABOUT.
I NEED A BREAK.

FUCK IT.

so many issues going on in my head.

SWO?
SGSS RCY?
SA1S?
#$@#$?

thinking... thinking...

MANY MANY MANY.
sheesh and its bothering me.

maybe when i feel its okay, then i'll blog more about it.

--

happy international friendship day -.-

tired.
tomorrow there's speech day.

easter sunday! :D

was a family outing.
ate at crystal jade.
yum yum dim sum!
Yupp.
then all of us went shopping!
HaHa, all of us bought shoes!
like the entire family can :D
then ate some yoghurt ice cream.
super delish.
shopping shopping.
haha.
ate at foodcourt.

Yeah.

very fun and exciting family outing! :D <3

OMG TODAY.
kinderjoy makes you go high.
for 1 hour.
I kept smiling and was feeling super happy and high luh! LOLS!
anyway.
hais.
STRANGER BY HILLARY DUFF honestly the song!
shows the feelings i have know!
hais!

PMSPMSPMSPMSPMS!

Red cross
politics, are really scary!
its made me to see the world
and realise some things.

and maybe things are meant to be like that!
hais!

hey hey!
cheer up!

everyone DEFINATELY has PMS days.

OMG!
people are studying ):
and i'm not!
&& shit ass freakk!
i'm getting really really scared.
i'm just seriously lagging behind!
just look at my results!

I NEED TO START STUDYING!
GENE STUDY! D:

--

okay had chinese oral today.
was okay la.
come to think of it.
but i think i still failed BY A BIT.
cause i was not confident.

sheeeesh.

--

NO TIME.
NO TIME.
THEN MAKE TIME!

--

i cant stand 3@^%@^@$$#!@$@##@
ARGH!!
$@%&#^@
#@$@#%^%&#^
@#$$#%^$%^$#&%$#^@
@#$%$#^$&#%@#$%@# #$^$@#^
@$# ^#$ ^^@$%^$%^ @#6
2#$%^^#$^#$^@#^#$^
@$%^$ ^&**#$%$#@^@#$^

HAIS!

--

chinese tuition now.
bye.

okay,
woke up.
sms, cleared some things.
Went for Children's Good Friday Mass.
Met up with Vanessar.

Went for mass.
Passion Play was okay :\
didn't really think much of it.
hmm, saw some familiar faces (pri 3)
sat with patrick and vanessar at the pri 3 corner.

Had a break.
went to the other side, with joan, ruth and denise.

haha.
denise's bro's like super cute!
was throwing a tantrum cause he was hungry!
lols, piggy baged him!
he was pinching me! LOL!
and i hope no one got an unglam photo of me D:

haha, went for lunch with Vanessar, Patrick, Denise, joan, Ruth
bought kinderjoy along the way.
YUMM.
ate at lew lian's cofee shop
prata stall.
one kosong and egg (:
drank 2 cups of ice lemon teeeeeeee. super nice can! :D
i'm addicted to it xD

was raining like super heavy.

yupps!
and jesus died on the cross today! long long time ago!
just to save us from sin (:
i'm sad ): BUT! CAN'T WAIT FOR EASTER SUNDAY,
CAUSE JESUS WILL BE RESURRECTED !
hoho :D

&& omg today feels like saturday and sunday.
feel super wierd,
i guess because there's no training! :O

AND TOMORROW IS DOOMS DAY,
WTF,
PRELIM CHINESE ORAL EXAMINATIONS.
WTFFF right.
confirm fail de.
i can't even speak a proper chinese sentance :\
DIE ALREADY T.T

bye!

OMG.
Ïn St Gabriels now.
with TWO people.
trying to do VE project.

fuck, i just came across my teacher's webbie.
dam LOL can
HE SINGS -.-

just realised some people are damn sexual.
honestly.
then yeah wanted to have sex with anne.
but couldnt ):
haha JK --

sian, later have mass >.>

--

ok now blogging at home.
FYI i failed my POA test horribly!
honestly i'm dam depressed!
was like PMSing
then someore jason was like suaning -.- cause he got high marks! ):
LOL!

i really do hope this cycle will pass ASAP!
really really! D:

and and!

omg! my father's lappie dam cool (:

tmr,, PP!
haha byee!

had speech day rehearsal today.
i don't know why.
feel dam PMS.
fucking angry.
hate 4#%#$^#!$@#!@$!@#
hais, but why like that?
dont know.
fucker.
why not like last time?

sheesh.
i need to start mass studying :O

&& sometimes, things will only be revealved when you are of mature level.
its really true
and i am currently amazed by it.

ok bye -.-

HELLO.

AHHHAHAHAHA!
Jason has a girlfriend, stephanie.
:O clinton Cheong's Sis LOL.

Alrighty,
today's been rather slack.

And OMG sometimes to see a new side of a person is really a nice way to live through the day :D

OMG! passed chem.
15/25

and i guess everyone does have their EMOdays.

Anyway, school ended,
went to red cross room.
Changed.
Contacted.
Got Ready.

Attended 30mins of AOP.
Now, i see that the Sec 3s are improving.
Really!
but somethings i feel that they still should be guided on!
but seriously, good to see that ya'll are improving.
You'll can do it one!
just put in more effort! :D

okay. SAUSAGE OUTING! :D <3
Was late.
Talked to Girl, and said byee.
AHAH!
Hafizah arived.
and said HELLO TO:
JINGNI MA'AM, LISA, MELISSA, HAFIZAH && ME :D
uhuh.
Went to Cathay to go to some sushi place :O
but not halal, so nvm!
haha then went to PS foodcourt!
had AOP for the shirt design LOL.
(the SAUSAGE TEE MUST BE COMING SOON :D)
talked about some funny matters.
laughing laughing laughing.
in the end it wasn't halal,
walked walked walked.
ahah! saw pastamania.
went in!
talked and ate.


Hafizah had to go!
so took group shot before going.

Anyway,
had story telling session by ma'am :O
about unborn.
wtf, scary but retarded plot lols.
lisa got so scared,
she rubbed her slipper and.

It broke.
hahahahahhahaha!

Random pics of laughing :O


Ma'am and her ahlong face :\
staring at lisa summore!
HAHAHAHA!


ok, anyway,
went to cotton on to buy lisa's slippers.

then went to best to buy ma'am's whatever you call that charger thing.
haha.

i swear the customer service sucks.
honestly.

anyway,
quickly chatted about the TTD for the sausage teeeeee.
then parted.

went back home (:

-that was the simple lunch sausage outing-

*side note: WHENEVER I BURP I STILL HAVE THE OLIVE SMELL. DAM DISGUSTING!

omg!
tmr there is napha retest for SBJ
POA test
PHY test

-.- shit shit shit.
better study :\

byee!
enjoyed this day (:

Labels: hoho(:

SUNDAY.

YM canteen (:

Met Tania and daniel.
was in charge of the donation box.
went around asking for donations.
and omg! catholics are rich and generous :O
haha met up with patrick and denise.
we went to classes to ask for donations
and all those STONERS really reminded us when we were then!
LOL! seriously, the looks on their faces damn funny!
like STONE DAO -.-

anyway, OHOH one CHOC FUDGE CAKE WAS DAMN NICE CAN!
YUMMMY (:

met up with vanessar! && went for mass.
joined by sean and aaron and becca and two other people (dont know their names)
haha used vanessar's phone to send songs to my phone :P

Anyway!
after that there was like super mega rainpour.
so couldn't go home :\
decided to do extra duty
met tania and daniel.
haha in the end didn't do.
went to columbarium and slack :\
talked cok.

haha! anyway, went back home.
felt super duper depress and EMO.
was like listening to music and lying down on my bed.
honestly, felt as if the entire world was against me.
i dont know why.

Anyway, now i feel much better :\

right, TODAY.

in the morning realised my table was missing.
was fucking pissed.
PMSed.
and all those ICS people HONESTLY, whoever the LOGISTICS HEAD.
did a damn horrible job.
fucked up club and people.
no life.
BUT!
realised my table was at jason's place.
so TOOK IT!
haha!

then end up he have to table, had to take some WTFish table LOL!
seriously!

anyway, accompanied zheng han go cut hair today.
talked to GIRL (:

then went to some soybean shop.
ate.
ZH was like WTFing at his hair.
:\

yeah.
then after that talked under the block.
followed him to interchange,
met ming en and bryan!
talked and showed them some shops.

yeah lor.
and i'm slowly back on track! :D


OMG, SAUSAGE OUTING TOMORROW.
DAMN HAPPY :D:D
LOVE THE SAUSAGES <33

okk bye!

many many distractions!
i'm not keeping up with time!
socialising too much.
i need to go back to before
where it was just me and studies.
but i dont think i can
so what do i now?
cause i need to change quickly
its approaching so fast!

hoho!
been some aunt agony lately!

MY body is like acheing like fuck.
dam pain.
everymove i make, laugh, sneeze, cough, all pain!
-.-

somemore today got speech day,
wah even more pain-er -.-

anyway,
hmmm i can see that YOURE IMPROVING!
and thats great!
carry on and you'll be a great leader one day!

hey YT!
cheer up!(:

and omg got a lot of things to talk and plan on foot drill sector :\

cleared up some things :D

REVISION
RC

two main things in my life!
sheesh!

omg tomorrow got some briefing!
i can't attend leh how?!

hohoho
RANDOM -.-

OKAY!
wednesday - APRIL FOOLS DAY, NOT!
honestly, some classes were like super duper lame!
4E4 - some decided to come late -.-
4E3 - majority didnt wear their ties during assembly.
like honestly, how old already?!, graduating class already, still like that -.-
APRIL FOOLs also april fools something else lah.

The origin of April Fools' Day is obscure. One likely theory is that the modern holiday was first celebrated soon after the adoption of the Gregorian Calendar; the term referred to someone still adhering to the Julian Calendar, which it replaced.[2] In many pre-Christian cultures May Day (May 1) was celebrated as the first day of summer, and signalled the start of the spring planting season. An April Fool was someone who did this prematurely. Another origin is that April 1 was counted the first day of the year in France. When King Charles IX changed that to January 1, some people stayed with April 1. Those who did were called "April Fools" and were taunted by their neighbors.[citation needed] In the eighteenth century the festival was often posited as going back to the times of Noah. An English newspaper article published on April 13th, 1789 said that the day had its origins when he sent the raven off too early, before the waters had receded. He did this on the first day of the Hebrew month that corresponds with April.[3] A possible reference to April Fools' Day can be seen in the Canterbury Tales (ca 1400) in the Nun's Priest's tale, a tale of two fools: Chanticleer and the fox, which took place on March 32nd.[4]

[quoted from WIKIPEDIA]

i know that it has no link la, but ITS A SUPER DUPER IMMATURE ACT.
i know i did play pranks but after looking back, i looked stupid, why have this day when everyone can have a peaceful day? Since ALMOST everyday everyone is either punching someone or pranking someone.

sheeesh, utter childishness to have this day HONESTLY LA! -.-

Anyway, thats not the main thing i'm gonna blog about.
pshhh.

HAD FIVE STATIONS.
my fear came through -.-
i passed everything EXCEPT...
STANDING BROAD JUMP
fuck that jump shit -.-
Need to like re-test next week.

in class talked about B and L.
hahahahahaha! damn funny!

Kay! Met GIRL today :D
haha was damn funny and fun can! (:
LOVE GIRL :D miss her loads!
she was outside my school gate,
saw her! HUGGGED!
then after that saw her KOR, then we went to MRT that side!
haha met JETH!
Anyway, girl was like wanting to shit, haha but she want to meet her friend.
then like girl had to shit first, so go CC there shit!
poor girl la! listen to her stories ):
DON'T WORRY OKAY GIRL! YOU'LL GET BETTER SOON 8D
in the end, she didn't shit.
haha was talking to her outside the toilet :\
Then we met girl's friend.
then girl's friend really really quiet la!
talked all the way and reached macs.
haha also talked a lot la!
Hope i was a good listening ear to girl ! haha!
talk talk talk.
remembered the times when we were still in tuition!
the ti-a-mo. all the funny times with kristy jie as well! rahhh!
misses!
yalor, then bought something to eat, in the end she never eat -.-
BUT I GOT SPIDER MAN CAN SHOOOOT her! haha!
anyway it was getting late and so had to go home!
HUGGED and parted!
girl's friend send girl back home.

omg luh, i miss girl a lot ):
GIRL! WE MUST GO OUT TOGETHER AGAIN SOON OKAY?
LOVES YOU AND MISSES <3

Alrighty,
THURSDAY.

yupp! FYI jeth came back to singapore :D
haha and he's back as a gabrielite again! hoho!
grats JETH :D all the best for this year alrighty? !! (:

A.O.P - didn't really sit through it, but quite dissapointed some things that were noted were not changed and and the printing thing, also never print the previous day! aiyo! people! you're need to think whether today you'll have time or not!
if don't have then print yesturday la! but i shall be hearing on how was your A.O.P!

OKAY! best part! 4E6 DEBATE VS 4E3 :D
quite a great debate, like for the first time i'm actually AT a debate LOL!
but it was a nice one! loved how 4E6 was delivering their points!
Anyway 4E6 won!
yes i know, 4E6 FTW :D
haha and raphael was the best speaker :O

[realised some things are not what they seem!]

Wanted to go home BUT pulled by Zheng Han to KOVAN!
haha bought things there!
i bought my ginger bread man! i bet your ginger is going to become a class icon :)
Anyway, Zheng Han bought MR RUDE pouch and the ORANGE WAX! haha damn nice can! =D

right then we went to some shop to eat dinner.
i had cold soba noodles
then he had some tempura don
soso only -.-

talked KOK and yeah went back home.

--

some things to talk about.

FUCK LOR.
Chinese and Chemistry Test WERE really HARD!
these few days i can't really concentrate, not sure why!
but yeah can't concentrate on my studies at all! ):
confirm will fail de, no mood to do test -.-

I really hope my hangover will be like gone and get back on track!
because its 2 months to chinese Os and a few more weeks to SA1.
i need to start studying!
LORD pleasee help me get back on track ):

you know like nowadays i start to wonder a lot.
and i judge and question my faith now.
hearing and reading somethings make me a hypocite.
honestly, i need like EVIDENCE again, i need to appreciate and understand and belive again! i nieed to be SPIRITUALLY PUMPED UP ):

then also there are like things which are half hearted!
how about P****, how do i just communicate with some of them?!
communication is a two way thing, am i being too one way?!
am i not giving a chance?
am i just like a bitch, am i thinking too much? that everything is sooo S.
i thought it was okay but i guess not!
HOW WILL IT BE RESOLVED?

alot of things are in a mess, i guess something or someone had to happen,
now i really need to organise things!
I need to sit down and contemplate and to decide what i need to start first I NEED TO FUCKING PLAN STUFF AND TO PRIORITISE EVERYTHING!

i somehow or another feel threatened in someways :\
and i need to overcome that, it is confirm i'm like thinking too much lor!

ORGANISE MY LIFE
SIT DOWN TO THINK
THATS WHAT I NEED TO DO!
SO CURLY WORRLY!

hais, feel a little better, but don't know why my heart's still is heavy!
i think i'm in desperate condition for re-thinking and re-sorting and not thinking too much!

sheesh long post :\

ok bye!

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