hmmm..
today is suppose to be april fools day but it did not seem like it haha.
i guess being 15 of 14+ , we really do start of mature...

today nothing much during lesson,
during POA ms ZC came in to our class then we did the POA test.
i think i can pass x.x" but not do well ):
haix, i thought mr tuang came o.O but who cares LOL!

hais, i really am begining to feel the presure of studying nowadays.
maybe my dad's putting presure on me and i'm getting this just-pass type of marks.
jiayou to me ! :D

anyway 91.3fm came to our sch today.. LAME! =="
its just like propaganda la! they propaganda their station, samsung, use of radio.
but their fashion is really cool & nice yea haha esp the "DJ" with the mike & headset but using a lap LOL! then paul twohill sang a song, quite nice la haha.
then some people shouted out "SUX" haha i think ah that like paul twohill publicised emo fashion in singapore, then ppl started to folo it. lols, tats wwad i think.

anyway..
interview time..
we had to like wait wait wait =.=
song long! TT
until like 6pm then my turn?!

haha anyway while waiting , we were like buying drinks and mixing them..
todays lesson by mr. concoctionist ,
1. apple + watermellon is a NONO! it tastes a little like chlorine eww =="
2. honeydew + pineapple EWWW!! TOO THICK! NONO!
3. papaya + orange TOO SOUR?! , after effect taste of papaya? LOL
haha so yea, learn from our mistakes! >so we had to wait rite? haha then got see mr lee and ms cheng and other teachers, jerald said that all the teachers were learning CPR LOL! by who??
by the instructor who tested us for standard first aid course test LOL!
haha nowonder i found him familiar!

then some of us were like .. nananipoopoo ;P , we have our certs :D
lolls lame lahh!! wahh then got some food brought by mr goh! thx sir! :D
the cakes and one blueberry thingy tasted sooo nice :D yum yum =)
okok then after the big HUHA & EXCITEMENT!~

FINALLY WAS MY TURN, the interview was scary and i screw up some of the things. but i managed to ans confidently lah! :D then some sirs were shock that i picked that particular position where they taught i would pick log or admin (no offence ah) but seriously i never thought that some sirs would think so lowly of me. i thought i was good lah! but haix! i must try my best la TT then during my ans, i like off track ALOT and like to talk and talk and talk without coming to the point of just giving loadz of examples abt that point TT haix i dunno how i did lah, but seriously i feel that i did extrememly poorly! D:
and now that i realise i am quite bad in some way in red cross where i am quite of a low standard to some sirs D:
this really brings my morale down ): but hu cares! i must work harder and harder!
frankly speaking ah, the whole red cross big HUHA thingy is really starting to scare me! but honestly speaking, i hope that the interview changed some of the sirs opinion on me >< =(

after the interview i had this dam wierld feeling about it. like super duper uneasy and super duper unconfident but i actually taught i managed to speak my mind on some issues. >< oh well lols, like again for most things, i live it up to the lord! (: he knows best! hehe xD

then i came back, super tired, had a short nap and did some of my HW, but ah..
elijah say maybe i going to have a re-interview because they never "SHOOT" me enough .. oh lord help me with this hurdle i'm abt to face! ):
anyway now i'm posting and will soon be sleeping..

haha thats it for today,
tatas~ :D

Labels: demoralised, sad