yea lol!
finally getting back on track with blogging! ^-^

actually dam!
i keep planning things but in the end i really don't do them!
shit ASS GENE! D;
i really gotta start to CONCENTRATE!
AND PLAN MY PRIORITIES! AND PERFORM THEM!!
*lord please help me on this one!

oh ya!
like my revision rite?
i totally slacken..
cause like i believe that all the work i done can help!
but that is really not the case from what i see now that i can't ans many questions! D:
soo.. I WILL TRY TO STUDY!
BUT DAMMM I NEED TO BE DAMMMMM INSPIRED AND MOTIVATED TO STUDY!
HAIX! i wish that can happen!
seconday 3 life is soooooooooooooooooooooooo STRESSFULL! ):

DISCLAIMER : BITCHING IN PROCESS
oh ya! about yst when i studied history rite?
i started getting angry with history LOL!
angry that the LON has so many weakness and that it actually thinks that it can change the world with that?
like WTF man!
who the fuck says that the LON can do what they want?!
just because like they won the WW1?
means that they can control people and think they can really help?
maybe they can but seriously don't really push it!
i read the verbal, economic and physical!
verbals ok
but the rest is like too much?
the LON is an external partty and then it can just poke its nose into matters and then order things to be done?!
WTF! dam pissed off lah!
thats why i like USA (ONLY LAST TIME!! NOT NOW! now usa is also like the lon dam! zzz! -,- =,=! zzzzzzz ) where they practiced isolatism policy they didn;t really wanna poke too much into other people's affairs!
but still! IN MY OPINION! i find it really dam pissing!

LOL. yea! I REPEAT! THATS IN MY OPINION!

so anyway with that..
today..

had HISTORY AND SCIENCE(CHEM)

history - alot of info came rushing in my mind
sci(chem) - SCREW! I SCREWD MANNNNY MANNY QN! MY MIND SUDDENLY BLANKED OUT! D;

for chem like one 2 mark question! i originally wrote the right ans but then i tthought it was wrong so i changed it and wrote another one!
dammmmmmmm!! when i found out that my original ans was correct?!
OMG! its 2 marks! some of you might say SO?! its only 2 , don't be such a pussy!
dam fuck! its importtanT cause like it can help from a d7 to a c6 , a b3 to a a2 , the overall mark! dammm! now like i only know i can maximum scaore 58!
BUT OBVIOUSLY CAN'T! SO MANY FREAKIN MISTAKES I MADE!
I REALLY AM SOBBBING! SOOOOOOOOOOOOO PISSED!

omg! like looking back!
i think i am like going to fail for ALOT of my subj
LIKE MAINLY ALL? LOL!

dam! like i justed took a look through at my schedule!
golly! D: my hols alll BURN! ZZZZ!

i am like dam scared about my results!
but wad i can do?
i wanna do something like revision!
but i am not focused enough to do it!
haiiiiiixxxxxxxxxxxx!
but yea! at least i do a lil bit of revision! :D
at some times i do put in effort lah! ^^
my minds being corrupt now!
i do not have enough of energy!
i am soo sleepy
and tired! D:

dam! D:
GOTTA BUCK UP GENE! AND TAKE THINGS STEP BY STEP!
YOU BETTER GENE! D;

lols, i don't know why.
maybe i din't blog for long so thatas why i'm like bitching out and like crapping out! lol. =X

tmrs SCIENCE(PHYSICS) dam!
later i BETTER TRY TO STUDY!
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK AHHHHHH!
I AM GOING BLOW!! D=

YEA! D:

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