this week has been crazy!
monday meeting.
Tueday training.
Wednesday training file!
thursday NCO games.
Friday training.

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so fast!

and and!

PEOPLE ARE LOVING MY HANDPHONE BODYGUARD!


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YES I KNOW!
its cookie monster! :D

haha.
its so dam cute.
Jeth has Elmo!

ok!
byes!
tmr have training ._.

Hello people!

Friday Training was ok!
strict!
haha yes i know i'm very strict.

there are 2 main things which are on my mind right now.

Studies:
- i got to start studying
- Exams are coming
- Many MAny subjects (ALL) i am very weak in!

>English
>Chinese
>Chemestry
>Physics
>E maths
>Literature
>Social Studies
>History
>POA

- i DONT WANT TO RETAIN!
- I NEED TO AT LEAST GET A C6 FOR ALL MY SUBJ! (i dont think that i can get for all T_T)
- I NEED TO DO WELL IN MY CA TO PULL ME UP
- I NEED TO DO WELL IN MY ENGLISH
- I NEED TO FOLLOW MY REVISION SCHEDULE
- I NEED TO DO ALL MY H/W

my parents keep thretening me, if i don't make it.
i'l have to pull out frome verything : Sch, Red Cross, SLC!

fuck. fuck fuck.

some how like after the exams, i am like giving up on myself.
I need to motivate myself to do well!
Please God please help me!
Please remind me to concentrate!
D:
PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!
PEOPLE PLEASE LIKE REMIND ME TO STUDY!
TELL ME HOW TO MOTIVATE MYSELF!!

RED cross:
- i cant be so in to red cross
- i need to space out/priotitise
- i need to pull myself together
- i need to be less strict?
- i need to accomplish what i want!~
- i want to change some things
- why are there so little trainings left?
- we must co-operate

dam!
so manythings, so stressfull!
i wish i can be a super kid!

D:

i really want to do well in everything!
meaning i need to juggle, meaning i need to learn how to!

Please do pray for me! :D

ohoh.. T_T

Bleh!
these are the photos, so try to decipher..
haha.








































WOW !_!

Just to let ya'll know!
Physics test for me was a screw.
i'll get 5/20.
trust me.

Red Cross Training is ending SOOOOO fast.
T.T
not fair!

and i do hope i can go for CRD.

hahas, i'm not going for silver accred.
T_T haix, nbm.

Chemestry was ok! but dam got A LOT OF MISTAKES.
t.t

TODAY, the SLC investiture, new ones came, old ones step down.
JY SLC! ^.^

really man, time is flying so fast!
SA2s are coming, Os Going to COME!
T.T

i really gotta study!
Please do remind to study yea! :D

ok so today, went out with jeth bestie :D

OH OH! HAHA! MARK TAY, SAW ME AND EUGENE LEE, WE RAN AND RAN AWAY FROM HIM XD.
MUST USE WHAT ELIJAH SIR TAUGHT US..
THE.. HEY! TEACHER LOOKING FOR YOU.. THEN *RUNS* TOGETHER XD.

went with Eugene Lee to go and collect the cap badges, the person really give that du lan face dam fucker. (the person suppose to give the badge) zzz, he just like dam fucker.

Anyway! :D

went to plaza to meet jeth! (:

bought dad's prezzie, went to buy new handphone friend! :D
COOKIE MONSTER! ^^

then after that went and buy my skinnies! YES I KNOW! FINALLY!
THANKS JETH!
haha did call Andy and Wenping too. Dam Funny.

After that we went back ps, talk talk, and i did have my mocha freppe :D
i love love love it! :D

after that we went to serangoon,
went to the N&B shop there eat tou hui.
nice lah!

Jeth ah, with you quick recovery k? [8

Waited with jeth until his bus came!
haha luckly we had this outing day to bond together! :)

Anyway.. Had a great time today!

Tmr has Red Cross, dam -_-"
weeks are passing far too fast! D:

omg SLOW DOWN! D;

** oh oh! and during lit, THY was dam funny when she scold ppl, dma fast ._.
and the com lap 2 or 1 has new LAPTOPS! wow! yes haha! its dam nice, although laggy at times!

-will try to post pics if mua is free-

tatas! :D

shiiiiiit tmr got POA test ._.
i also neeta do English ._."

PHEW!
haha!

Just done the Red Cross unit Blog.
It is certainly Stunningly sexy i tell you ;P

Today, had red cross meeting!
wow like finally have a proper meeting, we still do need to work together as one and co-operate more!
jyjy batchmates :D

tmr there is training & its fd.
wow. yes i know.

I really want my unit to improve and be really really good!
so yea! JYJY :D

took some retarded pics today, so when i'm free i'll post it up.

have to say some thanks and a 'are you alright' to luke! xD
jyjy ok luke?

there is going to be the RCCRD on 2nd august, GAWD! the moment of truth><
really do hope i can pass ULP ;O

test test test! all coming coming coming!
dam , need ta juggle!
good lukc on me for that.

well today, was racial harmony day.
a mr singh gave a talk!
really nice and sexy yea.
RED turban summore.
haha!!

yes! maybe you can tell (if you're pro)
that i'm speeeeed blogging.
its cool.

wow.

going to be a super busy week!

must press on with all the stress! :D

JYJY!
haha.

yes wow, i did this in like 5min ._.

CHEERS! [:

hoho!
change of command parade was great!
but sorry no pics! D:

But i will take pics with all my NCOs now! :D

haha!

43th batch of NCOs!

now, wad i'm frighten is that i have to juggle many things now!
& i gotta concentrate on my studies too apart from red cross.

oh God do help me and guide me to the right path!

SGT GENE LEE
TRAINING OVERALL IN-CHARGE.

:D

HO!HO!
TOMORROW! is going to be a big day! :D
wooooooooot :D

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!

Today was soooo tiring!

ohoh!
i think i've learn the art of doing work when i'm free.
or maybe not.
but indeed GENE is trying! (:

things i must DO!:
i must really prioritise everything,
not do things last minute
do time management!
able to speak what is on my mind - and it appears CLEARLY!


training schedule, ok.
but i have to do a lot of things for training, its ok.
but i still do need to get the hang of it! :/

man... tests are coming up!

oh!
and grats to the new EXCO team of SLC (:

i think God really helped me, in what i should do and what i should not!
its the long term effect.. (:


MAN! I WANT MY BADGES! D:
jy lah Eugene Lee, i want my badges -.-

today, did pumping or rather, stayed in pumping position for abt 30min?
T_T
dam pain! D:
no welfare.. wtf...
but did managed to learn things,
now we MUST be super duper alert in the things to do!
we want to do the best for RED CROSS!!
GO 43TH BATCH OF NCOS-TO-BE.
XD.


**OHOH! THANKS LUKE FOR HELPING ME IN TYPING FOR ONE OF THE FILES I HAD TO DO!
THANKS!! ^^

ok back..

after the very hand pain, tiring, sweating pumping position, was footdrill.

*MANY FUCKS are going to appear! (: *

OK.... FUCK!
WTF, I HAD TO ARGUE WITH GEORGE, JUST BECAUSE WHY?
I NEEDED TO GO HOME!
ZZZZZZZZZZ! MY PARENTS ARE LIKE FREAKING ZZZ ABT RED CROSS ALR, AND HE STILL WANTED ME TO CALL MY MUM TO POSPONE MY TUITION?!
WTF -,-
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ, HE REALLY JUST LOVES TO MAKE LIFE DIFFICULT FOR YOU! ONE SMALL MATTER, STILL WANT TO ARGUE, FUCK IT!
I REALLY LIKE WANTED TO TELL MR PANG ABT GEORGE, HE BACKED OFF ABIT, WHEN I TOLD HIM WHETHER I SHOULD ASK MY MUM TO WRITE A LETTER TO MR PANG CONCERNING THIS.
THIS IS THE MOST FUCK DAY.
NOW, SERIOUSLY UNDERSTUDY MUST BE AFTER SCH?!
GEORGE SACRIFISE, SO WHAT?!
WTF... I HAVE HAD MUCH MORE QUARELS WITH MY PARENTS JUST BECAUSE OF RED CROSS,,
AND! HE STILL WANTS TO SAY... POSTPONE YOUR TUITION BECAUSE OF THIS FOOTDRILL -.-
I NEED TO GO HOME, I MADE IT CLEARLY! HE STILL... -.-
FUCK YOU GEORGE, THE BIGGEST FUCK SHIT I'VE EVER KNOWN.
THE REASON WHY I'M DOING THIS BECAUSE I'VE TOLERATED ENOUGH OF FUCKING SHIT OF YOU.
MAN! FDI RIGHT YOU? DRAG FEET SUMMMORE? LEG TO HEAVY AR GEORGE?
ZZZZZZZZZZZZ. YOU JUST MAKE MY LIFE HORRIBLE.
NOW, I HAVE TO LEARN THE COMMANDS FROM EUGENE BECAUSE I NEED TO LEAVE EARLY.
ZZZZZZZZZZZ.
SMALL MATTER WANT TO BLOW IT UP.
SMALL MATTER STILL WANT TO ARGUE.
YOU LOVE TO WIN ISIT?
IF YOU HAVE A BUSY SCHEDULE, THEN NBM!
I'LL FIND WAYS TO LEARN.ZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
RMB... YOU NEVER GO ACCRED HOR!
ALL YOU DO IS JUST FOR YOURSELF..
SOME SELFISH BITCH.

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!

wow.. managed to really grill!! D:
feel a lil better.
but still i still hate him.
i dont think he cares, i also dont
when i see him, he makes me wanna quit red cross! and have no interest for fd.
-.-

oh man! one of my evtremely horrible days or red cross day.!

angry!
Gene D:

to the rest: i'm ok lah, its just some ppl who are like that which are always screwing ppl's life up. its pissing ok!
but still, wad i said is in my opinion or what i have exp.

anyways...
BYE!

hey ppl! :D
at qirong's house now blogging, usinging his super mini laptop! ^^
dam kawaii <3

we're doing chemestry IPW,
we retarded and such!
did youtube, laugh!, maple!

haha, qirong's mum managed to reconise me!
LOL! must be because last time i recommended to her the dentist that i went to.

Anyway.. last week was xiong! @_@

did ulp - practically kinda screwed! did things like very last min, many things were bad!
wenping folowed us!
thanks wenping!
i really do hope that i pass, jerald too!
>
Things at red cross now.. ok!
did learn many things, and we really do need to bond ourselves, everyone too!
red cross needs a freakin bonding session!
gambate!
we have many things that we wanna change, so we really must work hard!
Like we wanna make the lesson more interesting!
make the training more interesting, make our cadets more pro!
really must have some brainstorming session with the sec3s.

i just found out, luke and igy kor, were long lost friends? yup!
really funny!
hit my back! shuffle my hair, T_T
haha but two of them are really nice! (:

oh@ now my saturdays are like very pack@
in the morning - H/W + revision
afternoon - tuition
dinner - mass + cat class.

no time to go out@ D:

sorry ah sausages@ i dont think i can go for the 12th outing, but i'll do my best at the shirt k?

wow and yea, grantaunt gave me like a lot of money... not that much! but i'm happy abt it.

i also have footdrill training, i really am quite in to footdrill (:

oh red cross, our unit is now having out pop on 18th T.T
long... but i dont know how the pop will be like.
small unit how to have pop.

now manythings on my mind!
- IPW
- RED CROSS
- ULP
- H/W
- REVISION

oh gawd! please help me! =]

ok.. now maybe TRY to do project with everyone hasha!

(i managed to blog because everyone was playing maple)

haha!

* dam! i still now got h/w to do! ><

must chiong when i come back home tonight@

byes! (: