Hello people!

Friday Training was ok!
strict!
haha yes i know i'm very strict.

there are 2 main things which are on my mind right now.

Studies:
- i got to start studying
- Exams are coming
- Many MAny subjects (ALL) i am very weak in!

>English
>Chinese
>Chemestry
>Physics
>E maths
>Literature
>Social Studies
>History
>POA

- i DONT WANT TO RETAIN!
- I NEED TO AT LEAST GET A C6 FOR ALL MY SUBJ! (i dont think that i can get for all T_T)
- I NEED TO DO WELL IN MY CA TO PULL ME UP
- I NEED TO DO WELL IN MY ENGLISH
- I NEED TO FOLLOW MY REVISION SCHEDULE
- I NEED TO DO ALL MY H/W

my parents keep thretening me, if i don't make it.
i'l have to pull out frome verything : Sch, Red Cross, SLC!

fuck. fuck fuck.

some how like after the exams, i am like giving up on myself.
I need to motivate myself to do well!
Please God please help me!
Please remind me to concentrate!
D:
PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!
PEOPLE PLEASE LIKE REMIND ME TO STUDY!
TELL ME HOW TO MOTIVATE MYSELF!!

RED cross:
- i cant be so in to red cross
- i need to space out/priotitise
- i need to pull myself together
- i need to be less strict?
- i need to accomplish what i want!~
- i want to change some things
- why are there so little trainings left?
- we must co-operate

dam!
so manythings, so stressfull!
i wish i can be a super kid!

D:

i really want to do well in everything!
meaning i need to juggle, meaning i need to learn how to!

Please do pray for me! :D

ohoh.. T_T