Alrighty!
Currently at Eugene Lee's house.
Totally boring i should say.

Slept at 2am, woke up at 7am.
not sure but i was really excited.
Met Eugene Tan aand walked to MRT.
After everyone gathered, took bus to Eugene's house.
First spastic-ed, then after that it became to bore down.
TOTALLY.

nothing to do, it was just games and everyone was just at he's own world, and some shared a world.
We didnt even discuss about the actual NCO OUTING, where games and things began to bond!

However, i have a feeling that things are going to be very impromptu.
like its really a failure.

Next time, i guess, we should really start to have the entire day of activities and like handphone and psp s are not allowed then everyone ccan like bond?

here am i, sitting by myself, sipping some nestle gold cofee prepared by Eugene's aun
ty. its freaking nice. honestly i feel like an old man. just by myself and blogging.

HAIZ, learn from mistakes then, make sure everyone gets together in things.

GAMES
DINNING
MOVIES

all of it! and all together.
Really trying my very best to want to bond us together, is it really not fated for us to be bonded?

Only the usual people kind of thing, or its going to stay like that.
Heard from joshua yesturday where our batch really does need trust!
i agree, however, how can we start on it?

OMG! i really just hope that we are together in everything, and the type of bond i'm talking about is really the bond i share with my ULPians. its like so much of fun! Every thing in the name of red cross, and its FUN!

oh well!

another thing, is that i really do miss my ayi, i'm not sure why but really i do.
i've seen many deaths, but ayi's one has affected me the most. its kinda sad.
i just see things, ,and i start to like relate it to her? and the fun times we shared? life is honestly sad.

and pardon me from being random but, i start to think about death lately, like picturing my parents or grandparents in the coffin, i have no idea how am i going to cope with it.. and how i am going to die. cancer? how many days do i have? its really really scary.

and also, my results, really frighten for it. honestly. but i hope i get good results and move on to next year! Then i can really start to think, and go through everything that has been on my mind. Really, the world is scary!

Not sure why i'm so spastic thinking about this but, i do hope all my worries and depressing things are kinda cleared. So, it becomes to be ANEW.

oh...

anyway, i'm just looking forward to my results, OUTINGS! esp with sausages! and the bondinng! and also all the scary and stupid things i have on my mind.

*SIGHS HEAVILY* , yupp.

okay,
byee.

and like wow, its really wierld.

SPASTIC AS I MAY BE BUT, MY MIND HAS A MIND ON ITS OWN, AND ITS DRIVING ME TO SPASTIC NUTS!!

>.<