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Monday, February 9, 2009
@ 11:15 PM
HAHA, just read some of my entries, interesting lah. comparing it to my life RIGHT NOW. TOTALLY DIFFERENT. ): NOT FAIR AT ALL LOR. ANYWAY, hmm IM NOT DEAD. just that there are many things on my mind. until i'm organised internally then i'll blog, but come to think of it, if i start blogging on whats on my mind, then... MY MIND MAY BE ORGANISED HAHA! okok, so i do know that i've missed out like the majour events. like the CNY, countdown, CNY PARTY, school starting, CCA. but yeah. i'm not really going to blog about it cause honestly, one, i cant remember, two i'm too lazy to blog about it, and yeah three only wanna blog whats on my head. so yeah LOOK FOWARD i guess. [confirmation 2008 picture - MY CLASS] ok sheesh, that was totally random, haha thought a picture would spark of the blog although its like dam random can -.- KAY. OH SHIT HAHA! FEEL LIKE BLOGGING ABOUT THE EVENTS. HMMM, okay brief only ahh.. countdown party - not sure whether i blogged about it. but 31 jan all of us (me, estelle, kimberley, adriana, aaron, patrick) went to carol's house, house warming or gathering. played some games. ate home made macaroni. swim (NOT ME). yeah. after which we went to van's house. ate saparano or sapirano GOD DAM, I DONT KNOW HOW TO SPELL IT! HAHA! but its super chao ji dam nice food lor! the best of the best HA! lol. anyway played monopoly, bla bla, then watch tv - strike midnight! happy new year thingy~ and yeah, estelle's dad drove me back, cause i was too scared to go back home, cause van kept scaring me during the movie - a SCARY one summore T_T so then there is CNY - NOTHING TO TALK ABOUT. TYPICAL, EATING, ANG BAO-ING, GAMBLING, TALKING. BUT MY RECORD SO FAR LAH. - 4 rounds of steamboat! (: && lost a fucking hell of $36 cause of blackjack. (': OHOH! HAHA MA'AM'S BDAY - so we all called ma'am (ALL SAUSAGES) conference, wished her happy birthday and spastic-ed around haha. funny luh! the sausages still veh united! ^^ ALRIGHTY, hmm.. CNY PARTY at van's house again, wah the father cook the prawn noodles is dam zai lor! dam nice! ((: - really a thumbs up for that. OKAY DONE -.- --- KAY SO THINGS ON MY MIND. lay it down in little terms first, RC, FDC, SAUSAGES, NCO PROB, STUDIES, REVISION, O LVL, FAMILY, FRIENDS, TIRED. RC - SGSSRCY needs to really buck up, everything is like really messed up, no matter how hard we try right, nothing like goes right lor. no matter how i want the unit to be super duper perfect, also cannot. so irritating. hais, problems i think we should settle first - which jason is doing lah. and now i'm feeling so sian of it, the morale of our unit (personal feelings) is really quite low. FDC- OMG! after so many trainings, cadets performance going down already. so depressing. then summore, if we carry on right, then comfirm cannot make it to at least the middle, will be like one of the last few. honestly its really depressing because we've been through so much, still like that -.- then jason and jerald are giving their positions to let other cadets get experience, SO COMPASSIONATE RIGHT. WOW. >.> SAUSAGES - HEY SAUSAGES! ): MISS YA'LL LOADS! THERE MUST/WILL BE A SAUSAGE OUTING AT THE LATER END OF FEB, I THINK ONCE FDC FINISH THEN MUST CELEBRATE EVERYONE'S BIRTHDAY. YEAH. HAHA ALL THE BEST SAUSAGES. NCO PROB - alot of things going on in the NCOs, currently jason is settling it. but like the basic things as NCOs such as being enthu, knowing how to teach/making the lesson interesting, is really not in our NCOs. we need to go through training! comfirm chop stamp one. irritaing, like all of us not UNITED contrasting it to other CCAs, hopefully jason will get to the bottom of the matter and yeah, finally everything will be resolved. -,- hais. STUDIES - sian studies, not motivated to do my work AT ALL. so many probs happening but its O LEVEL YEAR, so must do. pissing -,- but anyway, i think i can cope ONLY FOR SOME SUBJECTS, OTHERS ALL BUANG -.- must really come out with a way to put it right! :D REVISION - OMG! i've not been following my schedule keep procastinating. stupit Gene lor . lols COME ON GENE! DO THE DAM REVISION! O LVL - ITS O LEVEL YEAR - STRESS STRESS STRESS everything, everywhere , OMG everyone's stress. really hope i dont break down. FAMILY - gladly to say, my relation ship with my parents are getting better, not like last time where i wanted them to die everyday. haha, but now its getting better. Thanks Lord! (: FRIENDS - damit, i keep getting bullied in school, but its all for fun and laughter sake? are they still considered my friends after doing this to me? the friends that i had or formed in sec 2 some are still, others have changed. isit me or isit some really do change until you have no relation at all to that "friend" whatsoever. its quite sad lah, but i guess life still must go on. hopefully the friend issue will be better lah. but i do know who are my friends - well at least FOR NOW. TIRED - i think i'm dam old and fat lah, everday also dam super tired CAN! sleepy, not focusing, lost my drive and enthusiasm, spastic-sm is dieing down. OH KNOW! WHATS HAPPENING ): WELL YEAH! i think i covered what i should have covered. OHOH! hmm, comments by teachers : good boy, but need to start practicing the subjects in order to see results. WOW. lols. OHOH! today had meeting, after that met estelle at kovan, bought pressie then went to church for mass, after which had a little briefing/session for make up on YC. after that went home with daniel kor. yeah. OHOHOH! MY FUCKING HANDPHONE , the battery cover is missing. dam sad lor. my entire phone is falling apart, but yet my parents dont want to buy me a new handphone ): DAM SAD.!!!! ALRIGHTY! TMR THERE'S 3 PERIODS OF FMN, GG LER (: then FDC training, hopefully the cadets are going to give their best in everything they do. i'm going to join them haha! yes yes yes. and finally, after everything that i've said. i'm glad to say everything, but don't feel organised in my mind leh, like after a bit more,i think my mind will get organised yes. LOL. dam bloody long post -.- okay toodles. Labels: FINALLY EVERYTHING SAY LOR |