OKAY!
wednesday - APRIL FOOLS DAY, NOT!
honestly, some classes were like super duper lame!
4E4 - some decided to come late -.-
4E3 - majority didnt wear their ties during assembly.
like honestly, how old already?!, graduating class already, still like that -.-
APRIL FOOLs also april fools something else lah.

The origin of April Fools' Day is obscure. One likely theory is that the modern holiday was first celebrated soon after the adoption of the Gregorian Calendar; the term referred to someone still adhering to the Julian Calendar, which it replaced.[2] In many pre-Christian cultures May Day (May 1) was celebrated as the first day of summer, and signalled the start of the spring planting season. An April Fool was someone who did this prematurely. Another origin is that April 1 was counted the first day of the year in France. When King Charles IX changed that to January 1, some people stayed with April 1. Those who did were called "April Fools" and were taunted by their neighbors.[citation needed] In the eighteenth century the festival was often posited as going back to the times of Noah. An English newspaper article published on April 13th, 1789 said that the day had its origins when he sent the raven off too early, before the waters had receded. He did this on the first day of the Hebrew month that corresponds with April.[3] A possible reference to April Fools' Day can be seen in the Canterbury Tales (ca 1400) in the Nun's Priest's tale, a tale of two fools: Chanticleer and the fox, which took place on March 32nd.[4]

[quoted from WIKIPEDIA]

i know that it has no link la, but ITS A SUPER DUPER IMMATURE ACT.
i know i did play pranks but after looking back, i looked stupid, why have this day when everyone can have a peaceful day? Since ALMOST everyday everyone is either punching someone or pranking someone.

sheeesh, utter childishness to have this day HONESTLY LA! -.-

Anyway, thats not the main thing i'm gonna blog about.
pshhh.

HAD FIVE STATIONS.
my fear came through -.-
i passed everything EXCEPT...
STANDING BROAD JUMP
fuck that jump shit -.-
Need to like re-test next week.

in class talked about B and L.
hahahahahaha! damn funny!

Kay! Met GIRL today :D
haha was damn funny and fun can! (:
LOVE GIRL :D miss her loads!
she was outside my school gate,
saw her! HUGGGED!
then after that saw her KOR, then we went to MRT that side!
haha met JETH!
Anyway, girl was like wanting to shit, haha but she want to meet her friend.
then like girl had to shit first, so go CC there shit!
poor girl la! listen to her stories ):
DON'T WORRY OKAY GIRL! YOU'LL GET BETTER SOON 8D
in the end, she didn't shit.
haha was talking to her outside the toilet :\
Then we met girl's friend.
then girl's friend really really quiet la!
talked all the way and reached macs.
haha also talked a lot la!
Hope i was a good listening ear to girl ! haha!
talk talk talk.
remembered the times when we were still in tuition!
the ti-a-mo. all the funny times with kristy jie as well! rahhh!
misses!
yalor, then bought something to eat, in the end she never eat -.-
BUT I GOT SPIDER MAN CAN SHOOOOT her! haha!
anyway it was getting late and so had to go home!
HUGGED and parted!
girl's friend send girl back home.

omg luh, i miss girl a lot ):
GIRL! WE MUST GO OUT TOGETHER AGAIN SOON OKAY?
LOVES YOU AND MISSES <3

Alrighty,
THURSDAY.

yupp! FYI jeth came back to singapore :D
haha and he's back as a gabrielite again! hoho!
grats JETH :D all the best for this year alrighty? !! (:

A.O.P - didn't really sit through it, but quite dissapointed some things that were noted were not changed and and the printing thing, also never print the previous day! aiyo! people! you're need to think whether today you'll have time or not!
if don't have then print yesturday la! but i shall be hearing on how was your A.O.P!

OKAY! best part! 4E6 DEBATE VS 4E3 :D
quite a great debate, like for the first time i'm actually AT a debate LOL!
but it was a nice one! loved how 4E6 was delivering their points!
Anyway 4E6 won!
yes i know, 4E6 FTW :D
haha and raphael was the best speaker :O

[realised some things are not what they seem!]

Wanted to go home BUT pulled by Zheng Han to KOVAN!
haha bought things there!
i bought my ginger bread man! i bet your ginger is going to become a class icon :)
Anyway, Zheng Han bought MR RUDE pouch and the ORANGE WAX! haha damn nice can! =D

right then we went to some shop to eat dinner.
i had cold soba noodles
then he had some tempura don
soso only -.-

talked KOK and yeah went back home.

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some things to talk about.

FUCK LOR.
Chinese and Chemistry Test WERE really HARD!
these few days i can't really concentrate, not sure why!
but yeah can't concentrate on my studies at all! ):
confirm will fail de, no mood to do test -.-

I really hope my hangover will be like gone and get back on track!
because its 2 months to chinese Os and a few more weeks to SA1.
i need to start studying!
LORD pleasee help me get back on track ):

you know like nowadays i start to wonder a lot.
and i judge and question my faith now.
hearing and reading somethings make me a hypocite.
honestly, i need like EVIDENCE again, i need to appreciate and understand and belive again! i nieed to be SPIRITUALLY PUMPED UP ):

then also there are like things which are half hearted!
how about P****, how do i just communicate with some of them?!
communication is a two way thing, am i being too one way?!
am i not giving a chance?
am i just like a bitch, am i thinking too much? that everything is sooo S.
i thought it was okay but i guess not!
HOW WILL IT BE RESOLVED?

alot of things are in a mess, i guess something or someone had to happen,
now i really need to organise things!
I need to sit down and contemplate and to decide what i need to start first I NEED TO FUCKING PLAN STUFF AND TO PRIORITISE EVERYTHING!

i somehow or another feel threatened in someways :\
and i need to overcome that, it is confirm i'm like thinking too much lor!

ORGANISE MY LIFE
SIT DOWN TO THINK
THATS WHAT I NEED TO DO!
SO CURLY WORRLY!

hais, feel a little better, but don't know why my heart's still is heavy!
i think i'm in desperate condition for re-thinking and re-sorting and not thinking too much!

sheesh long post :\

ok bye!

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